"I've been drivin' all-night, my hands wet on the wheel"- The Golden Earring lyrics for "Radar Love" keep circulating in my mind. I really hadn't been driving all night, just about 15 minutes actually, but my hands were wet. I was nervous. I was on my way to meet a guy for my first experience with a man.
I'm about 45, single, and been curious for a while. In an online chat group, I met Richie, and we had been chatting, progressing to phone for a few weeks now. Tonight, when I sat down at the computer after work I saw an DM, "Hey, I think we should meet".
The butterflies started then. I had been fantasizing about meeting the right guy to explore with, and it looked like this was it. God knows how much cum he had me spill in chat, and then we were on the phone making each other cum. This was the moment when I had to decide, was I ready to actually get past my fears and nervousness, and meet? The message was blinking there. I felt a stirring in my pants, my balls tightened and my cock started to stiffen. The message blinked. I read it again, "Hey, I think we should meet."
I couldn't think of anything clever to say, I just knew that this was it, I was going to go through with it, and meet a guy to explore our desires together, I typed "ok."
Ritchie was a bit older, a bit taller and solidly built. I am more of a dad body, but not actually a dad. Both single, but he had told me he had a bit of experience with guys, but hadn't in a while. He was divorced and now looking for a guy to play with. In our chats he had told about his first time, some of his meet ups, and all the while I am fantasizing about if it was me with him. Now was the chance to be in the story, to really experience what I fantasized and desired, to lose my virginity to another man.
He must have been online, as he quickly replied "I'm up for tonight, I know a place we can meet."
I managed another "Ok." He said, "You know the canal path in Brooksville? There is parking off the road where no one passing can see the cars, and about 200 yards up the path is the block house."
I had been hiking on that canal path many times. It was 20-minute drive from my house, and about 15 minutes from where he said he lived. The block house was an old stone building with no doors or windows, but had some benches inside for hikers who needed a break.
I said I knew where it was. He quickly typed, "Meet me there in 20, if I get there first, I'll walk up to the house and wait inside." It was plan set and match, I couldn't really back out now. I guess it was good, as I couldn't diddle around and wimp out. "I'm on my way," I typed and grabbed my keys and left.
It was late summer and still warm in the evening and tonight the sky was bright with a not quite full moon raising. My mind was churning and my hands sweating as I drove towards the canal walk entrance. The butterflies in my stomach were in full force, and my stiff cock painfully straining against my pants. I wasn't sure what was going to happen. Was I ready for this? Was it just a fantasy and reality would be terrible? I nearly drove by the entrance in the dark. I pulled in the parking area, and there was a car. I figured Ritchie had got there ahead of me and was up by the block house now. I go out and headed towards the path.
Walking calmed me down a bit. The cool summer evening breeze was pleasant and chirpings and gentle sounds of the woods floated by. My raging hard on subsided a bit, but it was still a bit stiff and as I walked, I felt the inside of my briefs were coated with pre-cum. I was feeling sexy and excited now. I came up on the block house and didn't see anyone there. As I walked to the door, Ritchie appeared.