Jennifer and I were always together the last year of school. I stood five foot, ten inches tall and she stood maybe four eleven. She was a beautiful dark red haired girl, not large breasted but was perfect to me, maybe thirty-four-B. Her body was small, very muscular and had hips proportioned to her frame. She had the deepest green eyes you ever seen, and everyone knew she had Irish heritage just from looking at her. I had been dating her for about a year and we made out a lot but we never touched each other sexually. Our high school graduation was several weeks away and she had invited me over for dinner, which I readily accepted. I had dinner at her parents several times over the last year and they always had some good food to eat.
My Dad was out with friends, which seemed to be often since my mother had died a couple years before, so time was not a thing to worry about at all. After dinner, we sat on the couch and watched a movie with her parents until finally I said that I had an early day and was heading home. Jennifer told them she was going to walk me home and would be back in a couple hours. Her parents hemmed and hawed but she told them she was going to help me with my homework and they finally agreed.
We left her parents' house and started walking back towards my dad's house, which had only been a couple blocks. We were holding hands and about half way, Jennifer stopped and turned to me.
"Carl, how come we never do anything other than kiss when we make out?" she said as she took my hands in hers looking directly in my eyes as she waited for her answer.
I looked at her oddly, as she waited. "Jennifer, I really love you and always will. I did not want to ruin what we have together. You are the first girl that ever showed an interest in me, and I admit that I always had a crush on you."
She thought about what I had said for a minute and cleared her throat. "It wouldn't have ruined anything Carl. I thought you did not want me. I mean, I thought you didn't want to have sex with me." She was looking down at the ground now. I reached my hand up to her face and lifted it so I could see her eyes.
"Honestly, since the first day we met I have wanted to. I must admit that I went to bed many nights and dreamed of you." It was my turn to look at the ground.
"Really, you dreamt of me? Can I ask you a question?" she leaned over so she could see my face.
"Sure. Anything you want." I looked back at her still holding my head down.
"Did you masturbate while you thought of me?" the look I gave her must have surprised her. "Carl did you get yourself off thinking about having sex with me? I really need to know."
I looked back to the ground and sheepishly began to speak. "Jennifer, I think of you every time I 'get myself off'. I cannot stop thinking of you." Her hand squeezed mine as I looked up to her face. My face must have been redder then Santa's red coat.
She smiled a deep warm smile and hugged me. When she broke the hug as she leaned back, she kissed me on the lips. The heat from her mouth was enough to melt ice.
"I have wanted to have sex with you too since we first met but I thought you weren't attracted to me in that way. I will tell you that I cannot stop thinking of you either and the way you kiss is so fantastic I get wet even with a small kiss on the cheek. I masturbate thinking of you all the time. Several times a day in fact. Do you do it often?" we started walking again and we had our arms around each other holding tightly.
With the newfound knowledge, I was feeling better and a little bolder I guess. "Yes. At least four times a day."
She stopped again suddenly with a shocked look on her face. "Fa-four times a day?"
"Sometimes more, what's the matter?" I asked.
"At least, what is the most you have ah, masturbated?"
I looked at her in surprise and was wondering why she suddenly was taken aback. "When we make out, I have done it seven times in a day. What is wrong Jennifer?"
"Seven times, Wow, I never knew a man needed to do it so often." Her feet planted to the ground where we stood.
I felt the heat of my face as my embarrassment took over again. "I am sorry, I shouldn't have told you."
"No, no, really Carl I am flattered, I just never knew."
"Well every time I can, is when I have been with you and always thinking of you." I wrapped my arm around her tighter.