He started rubbing his cock through his pants and said, "do you mind if I jack off?" Still a little shell shocked, I said, "no." He lowered his pants, took out his cock and began to pull on it. This was my first up-close-and-personal look at another man's cock. Although I'd seen a dick here and there in high school gym showers and changing rooms at public pools, I'd never thought of men sexually and certainly hadn't seen a cock up close. At the time I really had nothing to compare it to but with a little experience, I now know he had a beautiful cock himself. Straight, long, meaty and perfectly proportioned. If I saw it now I'd probably beg him to allow me to love on it.
I watched him as he pulled on his cock and he said, "would you mind playing with my nipples?" I was still a little stupified but said, "sure," as he lifted his shirt. I moved closer to him and put my hand up his shirt, playing with his nipples. We were very close and I was watching him slowly pull on himself. It was an arresting sight. He looked at me and asked if I wanted to touch him and I nodded. I moved my hand to him, taking his rigid dick in my hand. I pulled on him for a few moments, looking at it as I massaged him, feeling the hardness and the soft flesh. Quite an exciting sensation, and he must he known how excited I was. After a couple more moments, he said, "go ahead."
I didn't even think about it, I just got to my knees, scooted closer, pulled on it some more, and opened my mouth and put my lips around it. This was the first ever for me and I didn't know what I was doing. I'm sure he'd had better bjs but he was gracious and patient. He coaxed and encouraged me to lick it, to lick the head, to suck and fondle his sac, to alternately take it as deep as I could and then bob up and down on it. He quietly admonished me to use lips and tongue and to watch my teeth, slowly rocking his hips toward me, gently fucking my face. I was enjoying all the sensations and he moaned and whispered, "yes baby, yes baby," over and over. Soon I felt his hand on the back of my head and he took his cock in his other hand and began stroking. I was uncertain what to do now but I just wanted to do to him what he'd done to me. He guided my motions, pumping his hips and pushing my head. I could tell he was going to cum in my mouth but I never thought of trying to pull away. He'd taken my cum in his mouth and didn't hesitate to swallow so I assumed that was the minimum expectation and I never gave it a second thought. Soon he was gasping. I felt him grab my head with both of his hands as he pushed his hips into my face. I gagged and I felt him cum in my mouth. I swallowed and swallowed as he twitched and gasped and he held my head close as he continued to spasm and pump his hips with quick, short jerks as he emptied his cock in my mouth. Slowly, his urgency slackened, his moaning subsided, and he let go of my head. I continued to suck him as the last quivers of his orgasm shook him and tasted the last drops of his sperm. When I felt his cock begin to grow soft in my mouth I backed off. When I did, I was almost spent myself. I was still on my knees drooling and my eyes were watering.
Now I really felt like I was out of sorts. I was still on my knees as he straightened his clothes. He helped me up and asked if it was my first time. I told him it was. He smiled and said, "my, my, I sure hope I see you again," and with that, he walked down the path. My eyes were still watering from being gagged, I had the taste of his cum in my mouth and I wasn't really sure how I felt about all that had happened .
I left the park and picked up my gf from her job at the store where she worked. I never told her about my first cock sucking experience. Although I never consciously or actively sought it out, within a few months I'd had mutual oral sex with four other men. All of them older and all of them one-off things. Looking back on it there must have been some vibe I was giving out that allowed likeminded men to identify me as a willing participant, I guess Gaydar is an actual thing. If it is a real thing, mine was non-functioning. Even so, other men seemed to pick-up on my willingness with some frequency.
Looking back on my first time I wish I'd been more aggressive, involved, present in the moment, etc...Although I'm no expert, I have been with a a few men. I was with several before I got married, and now that I'm single, I've been with a few during the past couple of years. However, when I feel a desire to be with a man, I think of him first. He was patient and slow, but he was also insistent when I finally got around to being a cocksucker. I think of him holding my head as he fucked my mouth and pumped his juice into me and I can still see his hard cock inches from my face. It is one of my favorite sexual memories. I looked for him from time to time in the park but never saw him again. More's the pity. I would have liked to perfect my technique on his beautiful cock.