This story involves cheating, visual cuckolding, as well as separation of a couple involving an extra marital affair. If you are offended with this type of story go no further, any comments criticising this story on the above points WILL be deleted.
Thanks go to '
Jill'
for first requesting my assistance, for her supplying the idea, plot and direction. Also thanking her, for her support throughout;
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Hi my name is Ian, 30years old, 5ft 6inches, of slight build. I never had been a well built solid guy; I was also never one for all the muscle or gym, or for building yourself up thing. I was married to a wonderful woman, Jill thirty four years old, and had been for ten years. However that ended almost a month ago. That day had been like any other day in our life together, got u, went to work, left work, arrived home, that's when my world changed forever.
When I drove up the drive, the first thing I noticed was my wife, Jill's car wasn't there. Nothing out of the ordinary, but usually when she wasn't going to be there she would call me. I let myself into the house, and immediately had a strange feeling something wasn't right. Now I know some will say it's not possible, but it was like I knew something wasn't right. Despite having noticed Jill's car was gone, I called out, "Jill, honey I'm home!" Nothing, "Where are you honey?" still nothing. I began to wander around the house, and started noticing things that were out of place, her shoes were gone from the porch, not just one pair but all of them. Her coats and tops were also missing.
By now the feeling was one of dread in the pits of my stomach, I felt sick, worried, and desperate, and where was she why hadn't she called. I ran to our bedroom and right away could see her clothes were gone from her drawers, the wardrobe, there was nothing of hers left. I felt physically sick, my mind racing, why? What reason? Where is she? I was in turmoil. I had that fear deep inside that she was gone forever. I began to cry, sobbing uncontrollably. Finally I pulled out my phone and rang her number, I listened to the silence as the phone tried to connect, and then I heard it ringing. Running from the bedroom the ringing stopped. I pressed re-dial and once again I heard it ringing, it was coming from the kitchen. I ran into the kitchen half expecting to see her standing there waiting for me.
Instead there was her phone on the worktop, no Jill, just a phone and an envelope with my name on it, my hands were shaking and I had started to cry again as I picked the letter up. I knew what it was going to say long before I opened it. I just kept looking at it and wandered back through to the lounge in a daze, and that sick feeling was back. Why hadn't I seen the signs, what had I done, why was she doing this, I love her, she knows I love her, I tell her every day. I ripped the top open and sat down I stared at it not believing she had left me, the words were blurred through my tears. Wiping the tears away with my shirt sleeve, I tried to make sense of what I was seeing;
My Darling Ian,
I don't know how to say this to your face, so I have taken the easy way out. You deserve better but I just couldn't do it...
My mind rushed with thoughts of how moody she had been over the last few days, realising she had been brooding over what to say to me. Through streaming tears I kept reading...
I have been having an affair with Dave, the 26 year old guy, who I met at the centre for where I have been helping out, we have been having our affair for the past three months, I am really, really, sorry my dear. I think it was his 'bad boy' image that had appealed to my feminine side. You know what they say dearest all girls like the bad boys don't they?
I never meant it to happen it just did. I don't want to make you feel any worse, than I know you will, but he is the exact opposite of you in so many ways. At first it was just the sex, but as time passed we grew together and I knew I had to leave you for him. It was originally just pure lust, a wish to have a bit more excitement in the bedroom. To allow me to explore my sexual feelings without hurting your feelings...
again I recalled her mentioning his name several times over the past few weeks, I had never suspected they were sleeping together or that Jill was cheating on me...
I know that has meant little to you reading this, however, you are a wonderful man Ian, you're honest, faithful, loyal and so, so sweet and I know you loved me so much. I found it very hard to keep my affair from you especially when it began to take over my thoughts constantly. I know you can be a bit shy, and at times even I looked upon you unfavourably as being a bit Nerdy. I know this isn't helping, all I am trying to say is sorry, and explain why.
Dave is so different, he is confident, very fit and has a chiselled body like a Greek God, and I have to admit that in bed he is just amazing. I'm not complaining about or bedroom exploits, you did your best, but once I had Dave's impressive tool inside me yours never quite did it after that. The size of his penis compared to yours dear is like chalk and cheese...
I was openly sobbing like a baby now, my shirt was soaked with my tears, I was retching as I realised my wife was gone, never coming back...
Anyway darling I must go
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Dave is waiting. I will have my solicitor contact yours as soon as possible so we can start divorce proceedings.
Once again Ian, I am really sorry, but it's for the best. I couldn't carry on being unfaithful behind your back. Nor did I want to end up making you feel like a cuckolded husband. I wish you luck and all the best for life going forward. I have agreed with Dave that we will not contact, torment or make you feel any worse than you are already, I am sure, feeling. I am truly, So Sorry my dear.