When I was starting high school an older man, a friend of my fathers, said that I looked like the young Ann-Margret, the actress. A couple weeks later I saw that an old movie of hers was on TV, Viva Las Vegas, so I watched it. I guess I do look something like her. My body is similar, slim but with all the right curves. My breasts were B cups back then but still developing. My red hair was real, I suspect hers was dyed. She had a really pretty face and I probably do look a lot like that. Some girls are late developers. Not me. I had my full female body at fourteen. Now, sixteen years later it's almost the same. I've added a little weight, have a little more boobs and butt, but no major change at all. I was also always athletic, ran and swam and did regular exercising and still do.
Looking back from where I am now, I realize how self centered and selfish I was. Very manipulative. It might have started in the womb. Either that or I learned early. I was an only child and I could get my parents to do almost anything for me. I always ended up getting my way. When I started school, I learned I could do the same with the other kids and even the teachers sometimes. I always made good grades in school, it all came easy to me. So I didn't need help with school work. It was mostly just me getting my way, getting to be first in line, getting the seat I wanted. As I got a little older I learned that I could really get boys to do anything for me. Boys have always liked me, girls usually not. That's probably because girls usually didn't have anything I wanted, I never had to be nice to them. I was pretty rotten.
As I got older I always had dates. I went to dances with whoever I wanted. I got rides to and from school. Guys bought me cokes and burgers. I teased a little but that's all I did was tease. In fact, I was probably a little late at getting interested in the opposite sex. At least as far as sex went. I always got whatever I wanted without sex entering into it. Things changed when I was about ready to graduate from high school. I was teasing some boy and whirled around, my skirt flying up, and then sort of ducked around the corner. Mr. Rogers, who taught me the year before in math, was standing there and he muttered something. I wasn't sure what he said.
"What'd you say, Mr. Rogers?" I asked him, still smiling and feeling good about my teasing. He answered me but I couldn't really hear him. I was pretty sure the word "fuck" was in there somewhere. Now I was no angel, I knew what fuck was even though I had never done anything like that. I actually felt it would be pretty icky to do anything like that. So I said, "What?"
This time I heard him. He said, "What you need is a good fuck."
"Oh, Mr. Rogers," I answered right away. But my mind was racing. I think he meant that he wanted to fuck me. Me being me, I saw it as an indication that I had something he wanted. I had something I could use to control him some. So I decided to tease him like I usually did. "I've never done anything like that."
We're alone in the hall. No one else can hear us. He says, "I know, it's obvious from the way you act. I didn't say you had, I said it's what you need."
"Well, when I finally do," I told him, "It will be with someone that's offered me something very great, something really worthwhile. So it probably won't be you Mr. Rogers. I don't need grades, I already have them. And as a teacher you don't have huge amounts of money, not that I'd ever sell myself anyway."
He just smiled. He was always a nice guy. I liked his class. He's actually pretty young, somewhere in his mid-twenties. He's only taught for a few years. To girls his age he's probably attractive. "So, Kaylie, if I could offer you something really big, something really worthwhile, you'd fuck me?"
"I didn't say that." I said back immediately. But my mind whirled. I had actually been thinking about sex more and more lately. Maybe he'd be a good one to learn with. "But maybe so," I finally said and then whirled around and hurried away.
I graduated. I was probably going to have to find a job. My parents didn't have much money and neither had any higher education and showed no interest in my needing any. Then I saw Mr. Rogers on the street one day. "Kaylie," he said to me, "Hi. Are you going off to school somewhere?"
"No. I'm looking for a job."
"You're a really good student, you should go to college."
I grinned but felt sorry for myself. I felt the same way. "Well, that would be nice but the money just isn't available."
He just looked at me a moment. "You know, there are a lot of scholarships available."
"Huh," I replied, "One of those $1000 things wouldn't do me any good. I'd need a complete full ride like the top football players get."