"Please take my shorts and underwear off."
"Wipe me."
"Bath me."
"Touch me there"
These are the words she said to me. So yes, I can say that I own this woman. She is completely dependent upon me: for food, for clothing and I can honestly say she cannot even go to the bathroom without me! This total dependence has been my ticket to an introduction to love and sex. Let me tell you my story about my first time.
In High School, I was the stereotypical skinny, glasses wearing nerdy lad. I was easily overlooked by the 100% of the opposite sex. Needless to say, I had no sexual experiences. I didn't even date. The only kisses I received were pecks on the cheek from my mom or my Aunts.
My mother told me that all this would change as I grew older. These High School girls were too immature and one dimensional. I would go to college. Get a great job and be successful and then get married. She'll never know how right she was about the joys I would find with a mature, older woman.
I was accepted into a prestigious Eastern college. Given the chance to avoid spending another dreary summer being ridiculed in my little home town, I leapt at the chance to join a summer astronomy program at the college. The dorms were closed so I signed up for a boarding house outside of town run by a widow. This being the off season, I was her only tenant. I had a room on the second floor with a bathroom down the hall. My package included one meal a day, dinner at 6:00 p.m.
Mrs. Angel was a lady in her mid-forties. Her collar length brown hair was beginning to be joined by streaks of gray hair. She was attractive. Fit for her age. She liked to garden and cycle. Her husband had been killed 18 months ago by a drunk driver. The house was all that she had. She made an honest living renting it out to college boys. Mrs. Angel was alone except for a sister 2 towns over.
My first two weeks in town were uneventful. I was use to being on my own having had few friends in high school. My interaction with Mrs. Angel was minimal. We had dinner together nightly. I had never developed conversational skills, so the meals passed quickly and silently. Every morning I would bike into town for a day of scientific exploration and my evenings were filled with reading.
Who knew that Wednesday, July 12 would be the day that changed my life!
Mrs. Angel was outside washing windows. Having eating breakfast, I got on my bike to go to school. As I was pedaling off, her dog took offense to me. He began barking and growling and then chasing me. Mrs. Angel called to him to stop, but he was not to be deterred. He bit me on the ankle. This caused me to fall off my bike and into Mrs. Angel's ladder. The ladder fell and Mrs. Angel did too. She reached out to break her fall and her hands went through a pane of glass.
Her screams filled the air. I shook the dog off my pants leg and went to her. Her hands and wrists were bleeding.
"I'm so sorry! The dog...Are you all right?" I asked.
"Go to the bathroom and get me a towel," she ordered as she pulled glass fragments out of her hands and then attempted to stop the bleeding by putting pressure on the cuts.
When I returned with the towels, she held her hands out for me to wrap them.
"This looks pretty bad," I said.
"Can you drive me to the emergency room? My keys are on the nightstand in my bedroom."
Again, I ran into the house. I got the keys and ran out to help her into the Volvo. Thank goodness it was an automatic. Following her direction, I got her to the hospital. I waited around as they worked on her. Three hours later, they wheeled her out. She was groggy from the pain medicine and both hands were wrapped up as if she was wearing white boxing gloves.
The nurse addressed me, "You're the boy that brought her in aren't you?"
I nodded.
"Can you take her home?"
Another nod.
"She is all right. The cuts were mostly superficial. She will be fine in 10-14 days."
She handed me a bag. And some paper. The nurse turned to Mrs. Angel and said,
"Here are some antibiotics and pain medicine. These should tide you over until you can get the prescriptions filled. You are going to need some help."
Mrs. Angel responded, "I'll have my sister come over."
"Good."
An attendant wheeled Mrs. Angel outside as I went to get the car. He helped her into the back sit. As I drove her home, I looked into the rear view mirror and said, "I'm so sorry about all of this..."
She interrupted me saying, "I know. I know. This is not your fault. That damm dog...Thanks for your help."
"Sure," I said relieved that I wasn't the villain in this story.
"When we get home, could you make me some tea," and holding up her bandaged hands, "and call my sister for me? She is only an hour away. And if you could stay with me, I might need some help until she arrives..."
I nodded. I would have smiled and shouted with joy if I had known what was ahead of me!
I helped her to the kitchen table and started the tea.
"Can I fix you a sandwich or something?"
"Yes, Jeff. A sandwich would be nice. Would you mind calling my sister first?"
I picked up the kitchen phone and dialed the number as she called it out. When it began to ring I held it to her ear. Her hair had a hospital, antiseptic smell. She began speaking into the phone.
"Lindsey, I've hurt myself. Nothing drastic. I've cut my hands. I'm going to need some help. Please come over as soon as you can. Bye"