Meeting A New Spanker

THE day has finally come. As you wake up, it's the first thing on your mind and you wonder how much sleep you got as the thought of you being over my knee kept you up thinking about it last night: how will it go, will you have the nerve to go through with your first spanking with me, will you like it after all this time thinking about it, so many things racing through your mind...

As you make your way to the coffee shop where we first met you think about our first meeting. How we discussed a ton of things including how you imagine your spankings, your limits and what you want in this experience. After chatting online and meeting in person you found yourself thinking, yeah...this might work as you remember the importance I put on respect for limits and "safe meeting protocols."

But now, on your way, you think if you should have added that you want corner-time and a lecture about how you can make specific improvements in your life...OMG, that would be soooo embarrassing now that it could actually be happening today!!! You shared with me that you'd like to be first spanked on your pants, then panties then on your bare bottom...this is exactly what you want, but now you picture yourself standing in the corner with a pink bottom... OMG!!

You remember asking me to describe my mentoring and spanking style and the excitement you felt when I compared myself to "agoodspankin" on Spanking Tube asking you if you knew his videos? You sure do as he gives good no-nonsense, but still fair and deserved spankings.

At first you felt good sharing area's in your life you want to improve...you know that you've been staying up too late, too much screen-time and you've been late for work a couple of times just in the past couple of weeks. Your boss is really cool, but now, she is noticing it too. You're wondering if a spanking really will help? As your mind races and anticipates, you feel your face flush as you feel both embarrassed and excited at the same time.

You turn the corner and see our Starbucks, you look down at the clock in your car and you see that you're 4 minutes late!! You remember me asking you not to be late!!! Damn, red light!!

You quickly consider bailing right there, but with all the anxiety, you still really want to take the leap and try a spanking, and plus, you've told your best friend what you're doing...you will be checking in with her every 15 minute as this is a cornerstone to a safe first spanking - just that conversation alone with your friend was embarrassing enough talk about...as you think about that you pull into the parking lot.

Now 6 minutes late you hurry to the door, you come in and see me sitting in a quiet corner. You see I have a drink waiting for you at your seat, shyly you say "hi" take a sip and think 'he remembered my favorite drink.' I sit there quietly watching you, just for a moment, until we have eye contact again, then I finally say softly, "good to see you...how's your morning been?"

To be continued...