I had just turned 18 at the start of my senior year of high school. With an easier class load and more time to myself, things should have felt lighter. But honestly, I was still deeply unhappy. I had spent my entire life trying to please my parents maintaining perfect grades, racking up extracurriculars but none of it made me feel less alone. I had very few friends, and no one I could really share my thoughts or feelings with.
That loneliness led me to porn.
At first, it was just normal, vanilla videos online. But I got curious. I found myself drawn to Twitter, and one night, I created a secret account.
With my newfound free time and freedom, I started to get more bold. On Twitter, I began posting pictures of my body, begging for attention from the perverts lurking there. It was easy, honestly. I knew my skinny, curvy body would attract men. I loved the idea of pleasing random strangers. I loved being degraded by them. It became a habit. I'd talk to dozens of men a day.
One day, I posted a Q&A for my growing list of followers. My DMs and replies blew up with questions. Most were typical, asking about my body. Others were more obscure, digging into taboo kinks. Normally, I never shared personal details about myself, mostly for safety. But something about the anonymity of a medium-sized city made me feel bold. So I posted where I was from.
Almost instantly, my inbox flooded with messages from men nearby, all asking to meet up. The idea of hooking up with a stranger for my first time scared me. But it also turned me on. I started replying, slowly, teasing the idea. One guy caught my eye. His username was "9 Inch Perv," and he claimed to go to college just down the road from my high school. He asked to hook up.
I messaged him, and we clicked fast. He told me what he thought of my body and sent me pictures of his cock. It was one of the biggest I'd ever seen online. He would tease me constantly, commanding me to do things for him, pushing my limits. I found myself obeying more and more, completely turned on.
Eventually, I agreed to meet him.
I was nervous, of course. But the frustration from months of teasing and isolation had left me more desperate than ever. We agreed to meet at a small Chinese restaurant near his college and my school.
The day finally came, and I was fully prepared. I wanted to look perfect for him. But I also didn't want to look suspicious, so I wore a conservative outfit; a baggy T-shirt and sweatpants. What no one could see was that I wasn't wearing anything. No bra. No panties. Just me, naked under the clothes.
Before heading to school that morning, I touched myself. I couldn't stop thinking about finally losing my virginity to a guy whose real name I didn't even know. I was completely distracted all day, spacing out in every class, biting my lip thinking about him.
Finally, the bell rang. It was time.
I arrived at the restaurant five minutes early and saw him almost instantly. He was tall, probably 6'4, with dirty blonde hair and piercing blue eyes. Lean, but muscular. He didn't look like what you'd expect from a guy with a name like "9 Inch Perv." He stood up and walked toward me.
"You must be Mia."
I thought he was going in for a hug, but his arms wrapped around me, and I felt his large hands squeeze my ass through my sweatpants.
Totally caught off guard, I barely managed to respond. "Y-yeah... It's me. I'm really glad to meet you, sir."
I made sure to address him the way he always ordered me to online. He leaned into my ear, voice low and steady.
"We're going to do everything you begged for."