I had waited years too long for fear of getting somebody pregnant. I avoided and deflected and distracted, and used every delay tactic possible and it all kept me a virgin until the unreasonable age of 22. Now, after dating this older woman for 8 months, after eating her out to countless screaming orgasms on her bed, and after talking for weeks about actually having actual (ACTUAL) sex, explaining my fears and listening to the reasons etc etc, a new page of my life was about to unfold in a cheap motel room somewhere in New Jersey.
She explained the diaphragm she was using for birth control. She explained the spermicidal lube. She explained it all to the point where I really did put my fears aside, and was determined to just Get It In.
Now, at long last, we sat on the edge of the bed kissing, our two suitcases not even opened yet. Momentarily pulling away from my face, she asked, "Do you want to take our time, or get right to it?"
I was determined to be a Gentleman and make sure the experience was as good for her as for me, and so I voted for taking things slow. That determination lasted for maybe 10 more seconds. As her tongue swirled in my mouth and the excitement swirled in my mind, I soon enough pulled back and blurted out, "Actually, I'm ready now..."
She had confided that I wasn't to be the first virgin that she had de-flowered, so I don't imagine that my behavior was a huge surprise to her. After one more quick smooch, she got up to do something in the bathroom (diaphragm, I think), while I sat on the bed feeling my heart pounding in my chest. A few minutes later she emerged from the bathroom naked from head to toe. Dang.
24-year-old Kasi was hot in an outdoorsy, girl-next-door kind of way. Petite, short brunette hair in a kind of Pixie cut, a healthy "athletic" body, cute freckles from her Irish mom. Brunette bush, muscular legs and a good rack which sometimes used a bra and sometimes didn't.