We're all standing in the parking lot, I'm holding the remainder of the tiramisu birthday cake we all enjoyed at the end of our sushi feast.
"I hope it isn't inappropriate to say that Feline is coming over to my house tonight." Shawn isn't asking. He's just stating it in a most perfectly natural way. As casual and relaxed as he always is. More so, in fact. But definitely not flippant. He's respectful, yet also calm with a sure dominance just simmering below the surface. "Just so no one gets worried." he adds.
I look up at him in surprise. Instantly my face heats up.
"Shawn. Our daughter is 18 now. She can make her own decisions. But we value your respectful attitude. Thank you for that. We trust you with her. Hell, you've grown up together. It's not like you're a stranger!" Dad clasps Shawn's hand in both of his and they shake.
"Thanks Chuck. I appreciate that." Shawn smiles.
"Thanks Dad." I manage to choke out.
"Baby Bear, I couldn't have chosen better myself. Mom and I were close to you and Shawn's age when we first met." Dad looks slightly behind him at Mom in her beautiful white sundress. Long, black curls blowing in the ocean breeze. Mom's bangin'. Even now at 42 years old she doesn't look a day over 35/36. She took care of herself. She runs every day. Every single day. For hours. And she swims too. That pool is kept pristine year round so she can indulge. She used to be pale like I was when she was my age, but over the years in the California sunshine she had developed a very light, beautiful tan that stayed with her even through the winter months.
Pat has this look of trepidation. Like he's not sure how he's supposed to react to Shawn's statement about me staying the night. Then he shrugs and smiles.
"Don't do anything I wouldn't." Pat chuckles and brings me into a tight hug.
"That's not much Patrick." I whisper into his ear, hugging him back.
He laughs and gets into the back of mom's Chevy SUV.
Mom kisses both my cheeks. She's holding back tears. She's so emotional. Like me. Or, I suppose I am like her.
"I love you baby. Have fun." she winks at me and then she surprises me and hugs Shawn as well.
They all pile into her vehicle and with a wave they are gone. And we are alone again.
"What do you wanna do?" Shawn asks me, reaching over to play with one of my braids.
My throat is dry. I can't believe my parents just let me go to spend the night at a man's house! Is this what being an adult is like? Because I am enjoying this way too much.
"Ice cream." he states nodding. "Yes. Copious amounts of it!"
"Triple C?" I ask.
"Is there a better place?" he's grinning, knowing there really isn't even 1 other ice cream parlor besides the Cayucos Candy Counter in our tiny town.
"Nope." I say, shaking my head and we walk over to that beautiful bike of his.
Inside the Cayucos Candy Counter, or what us locals call Triple C, Shawn and I peruse the ice cream.
I know exactly the flavour. It's been my favourite forever.
We step up to order and Shawn won't let me pay again, even though I had my wallet out first.
"No way babe." he winks at me. "2 sugar cones please, 2 scoops for both. First one a scoop of cookie dough and one of chocolate fudge." Then he looks down at me and smiles this soft smile. "And for the Birthday Girl 2 scoops of salted caramel."
I recognize the cashier as a boy from my school. We were in the same graduating class. His name was James.
"Hey Feline. It's your birthday? You know, you get free toppings on your birthday." he nods, motioning to the board behind him and the FREE BIRTHDAY TOPPINGS scrawled in old 50's font in chalk.
"Hi James. Yea. Big 18, yunno." I say mockingly.
"Well Happy Birthday. What'll it be?" James waits patiently.
"Caramel chunks. The really big ones." I say. Getting excited.
"You bet!" and James goes off to make our cones.
"You remember!" I grin up at Shawn. "You remember my favourite ice cream??"
"Heck ya, I mean, damn was there a weekend when we were kids that we didn't come here? You order the same thing Feline." Shawn regards me, his eyes laughing.
I shrug. "I like caramel."
"Me too. I'm stealing some of your caramel chunks." Shawn nods.
"NO WAY THOSE ARE MINE!" I joke, standing up on tip toe for him to kiss me. "I'm just kidding." I sigh as his lips taste mine just once.
"Little Wednesday Addams." he whispers, gently tugging one of my braids.
And then our order is ready.
We're sitting outside on the bench looking across at the ocean. The sun has been down for awhile, but it's still really hot out. Our ice cream melting, down onto the pavement.
I ask Shawn for some of his and he shares it without hesitation.
"Wow that chocolate fudge!" I exclaim.
"Yea, she's pretty good." his eyes are twinkling as he adds, "Not as good as you taste though baby."
I am now completely red and turn away. Shawn laughs.
"I hope you never lose that." he muses, over his cone.
We finish our cones mostly in silence. I let Shawn have half of mine. I'm completely stuffed after that meal.
"Back to my place?" he offers.
I nod. Throwing my arms around him as he lowers his lips to mine.
On our way back to his house, Shawn stops at a corner store.
"Be right back, stay here, keep my motor running." he winks and departs.
He's only gone less than 2 minutes and emerges with a 711 bag, filled with what looks like candy and chips.
"God Shawn, you can eat!" I say laughing.
"What? I'm a growing boy." he jokes.
He packs his bike bag and we're off again.
Back at Shawn's he unloads his 711 loot in his gigantic steel and granite kitchen. All kinds of gummies, sours, beef jerky, chips, dip and a few different sodas. Including my personal fave: cherry coke. And then I see familiar packaging, I turn it over. It's a blue toothbrush.