My First 30

What can I say, I knew this was happening today. Call it a gut feeling but I knew.

Being 22 and a virgin always made me feel embarrassed. He would always say he was proud to be with a virgin, knowing I would be faithful to him.

We had been together for over a year now. I knew that I want to be with him for the rest of my life. My friends would always pick on me saying I needed to see other guys and not be so serious with him.

Several of my friends stopped the bar scene since becoming pregnant and not having sitters. I didn't want to be like them.

Luckily for me, I had him.

It was his 25th birthday and we celebrated and partied with friends last week. Since I was broke and didn't have any money, I decided to spent time within until a can afford something good for him.

We were watching tv in his room. Well I was, he was falling asleep. He worked late last night. His sister was at school and his parents at work. It was around noon.

I was laying on his chest. He startled himself awake. "Sorry" He says laughing "I guess I dozed off."

"That's alright" I respond.

"Want to help me stay awake?" He says with a twinkle in his eye.

"What do you got in mind?"

He smiles and leans over to kiss me. He knew I've never been with anyone before. We had talked about it. He never pushed me any further than I was comfortable with. However, this was the first time he ever took things a little further.

I smile as he kisses me. His hand that started on my neck, brushed over my breast just for the briefest of moments, landing on my waist.

I lean in to him, pressing my shirt covered breast to his bare chest. His tongue tracing my lips and I open up for him. His kisses always seamed to take my breath away.

I figure if I was really doing this I needed to take charge, which was utter bullshit. I was to shy to do it but something in his kisses today, made me feel aggressive and empowered.

I push him down and am lying on his chest once again. His hand on my waist starts caressing my hips, my ass. My hand goes in his hair, silky smooth hair.

He leaves my lips and and kisses his way down to my neck. I let out a raspy moan.

His hand goes under my shirt and caresses my back, pulling me to him.

I arch my back, pressing myself to him. My leg moves up his body, hugging myself to him. I feel him hardening against my thigh.

How had I not wanted this before I think to myself. This feels amazing.

His lips once again seeking mine. My body has a mind of its own as I realize that my sex is slowly grinding on him.

His hand leaves my back and caresses my side, my ribs. Finally landing on my bra covered breast.

Massaging and lightly squeezing them, I leave his lips to moan out loud. "Like that?" he asks as he kisses my neck, my collarbone.

"Yes" I breath out as I feel myself get sleeker.

"Want to take off your shirt?" he asks.

"Yes" I slightly moan. He laughs and he takes my shirt off. Why does he ask and not just do it? I groan to myself.

With my shirt off, I feel his hands everywhere. I straddle him as he lays flat on his back. God this feels oh so good, I think to myself. While I'm rubbing myself on his hard, sweats covered cock, I feel the him untying my bra. I sit up, throwing the dreaded thing across his room. He laughs.

I sit up, feeling his hands on my breast. Squeezing them. Pulling my nipples. Biting my lips from moaning to loud. "Beautiful" he whispers.

A million thought run through my head. Why was I so scared of this before? Why didn't anyone tell me it could feel this good? What would people- oh! His lips on my nipples felt so heavenly.

My hands in his hair, guiding him to take more of my breast in his mouth. He laughs and pulls away a little. I whimper. He flicks on of my nipples with his tongue and blows on it.

"Yes" I say, not realizing he didn't say anything. My hips continue to grind on him.

He stops and looks up at me. "Are you sure you want this?"

"Yes" I practically yell at him.

He lays me back and tells me to take off my pants and panties. He pulls away from him and I reach out, afraid he is going to leave me. "Relax" He says "I'm only getting a condom."

"Ok" I say awkwardly.

Condom in place, he rolls over, onto me. He lays down between my legs. He tells me to open my legs wider, but I can't. I start to chicken out as he adjusts his cock to my opening. He adjusts my knees on his hips and caresses them.

He kisses me. "Relax" he tells me again, against his lips. Kissing me, caressing me, he pushes the head of his cock into me. I breath out.

He kisses my my neck and his hand plays with my pussy lips.

Moaning at the new sensation he slowly thrusts in me. Feeling me stretch around his cock feels... well, I have nothing to compare it with but it feels good.

I feel a pull or a tug. Gosh I can't explain it, just that there is a sharp pain.

"I'm in" he says. All I could do is shake my head. "Open your legs more for me."

"I don't know if I can" I tell him.

"That's ok" he says and kisses me again. Slowly he starts moving in me. My arms around him, pulling him to me. His cock feels huge in my pussy. I don't know if he is but I like it.

"Fuck" he grunts as I arch my back. Taking my hardening peak in his mouth I forget about the pain.

Faster he thrusts in me. "Ahhh" I moan out loud this time. I'm guessing he likes that as he fucks me even harder. I could hear our breathing, skin slapping skin. Fuck, it turns me on even more.

"Yes" I say, again, realizing no questions were asked. My pussy gripping his cock, milking him. The feeling of being so full is amazing.

One of my hands travel to his ass. "Ahhh" moaning and moaning is all I could do. Fuck, this feels so good.

He moves and the different angle makes me feels even more full, as if that could even happen. I'm still on my back but only one leg is around him. Riding high on his body. I'm guessing he likes it because he fucks me harder, faster.

Losing track of time as he's fucking me, tension starts building. My hand leaves his ass, as it grips the sheets and the other grips the pillow by my head. Holding on for dear life.

Hearing his grunts as his mouth is next to my ear is so erotic. Biting my ear, "Yes." I say again.

"Yes." He kisses under my ear.

"Yes." He kisses my neck.

"-Yes" is all I could say with nothing in my head.

Then it happens. "Ahhhhhhh" squeak loudly, as he is still fucking me, having an out of body experience like I've never had before. Oh wow!

As I float back into my body, I hear him roar "Fuck!" He's still thrusting into me, breathing loudly.

Pumping into me two, three, four more times, he rests his head on my shoulder. Kissing my neck. My arms go around his shoulders. His heavy body laying on me.

"Mmmmmm" I moan as he's kissing my collar bone.

He rolls off me, bringing a bit of pain with the movement. He looks over at me, "Are you ok?" He breaths out, catching his breath.

"Yes" I whisper, suddenly feeling embarrassed.

He laughs out, "Why so shy all of a sudden?"

"I don't know" I says covering myself with my hands.

"Did you not like it?"

"Yes" not knowing what else to say.

He gets out of bed, heading to the restroom. Did I do that? I ask myself as I see scratch marks on his back. He comes back, fully naked, still semi hard.

Crawling back into bed, "How are you feeling?" He asks again, holding my mound in this hands.

"I'm alright" I gasp as he traces my pussy lips with his long middle finger.

He looks me in the eyes and smiles. He slips a finger in me and waits for my reaction. I close my eyes, liking this feeling.

Licking my lips, I lay back. Letting my legs fall open. Before I can get any sensation, his hand slips away. Licking his finger, he looks at me. "We should wait to give you time to heal" he says looking at my glistening pussy, "besides, your parents will be mad if you don't go home after school is done."

Fuck! That's right! I was ditching school today. Fuck! I curse again. My parents would be waiting for me after school since we already had plans to have an early dinner.

We quickly dress. He grabs the keys from the counter and drives me back to school. Thank god his parents weren't home. It would've been embarrassing if they heard me.

The ride to my apartment was awkward. I don't know if to bring up what we just did or just keep quiet.

"Want to talk about it?" He asks.

"No" I say, mortified.

He takes my hand and kisses it. "Well, whenever you want to, I'm here" he says. This feels more normal.

At the parking garage, I turn to him and give him a quick kiss goodbye. I smile and say bye.

As I'm closing the door, I hear him, "Bye" and even quieter, I hear, "I love you."

I turn and wave as he drives away. Love? Talk about a day of firsts.