Once she had me flip over, my mind was now racing. "I really think she is offering some kind of sex", and "How guilty will I feel, as I have never cheated on my wife". I had the thought, "hey I need sexual release as I am a guy, and after 15 years of marriage, my wife usually can't be bothered, so what's the big deal?" I was so lost in my head that I barely noticed the towel disappear and a bit more "accidental;" brushing, now against the side of my dick.
I was getting really turned on and just as I thought, this is it, she rubbed her hands together and said "finish", and backed up a step. At this point I was really ready for more and a bit disappointed, but I am not one to cause a scene, so I meekly said ok, and started to get up. I guess I had misread the situation, as I am indeed new to this. After what seemed like an hour but was more like 10 seconds, she took a breath and said "Unless you want me to finish you?" I asked how much, and she said $40 which I had, so I said sheepishly said OK.
She pushed me back down, again removed the towel that I had put back on when I thought we were done, and she slowly added oil to her hands and started lightly massaging my balls and penis. My mind started racing again wondering if I would feel guilty afterwards, but I was now so caught up in the excitement that this left me very soon. I was really enjoying her stroking and then she leaned over, put her mouth on my nipple, and started licking and sucking it while increasing the speed of her steady stroking of my very engorged hard-on. OMG what a feeling and it took all of about 30 seconds for me to have one of the greatest orgasms that I had had in years!
After 2 days of mulling over the experience, I realized that I did not feel guilty, as I need sexual release and if my wife is too busy to take care of me on a regular basis, then certainly there is nothing wrong with what has become my new hobby! I have since discovered that there are massage places everywhere, some not that expensive, to indulge in my growing hobby. I will write more about subsequent experiences, as I indulged more and more over the years...