I joined the internet swingers dating site because I had just split with up my girlfriend, and wanted some no-strings attached "company."
I'm tall, reasonably muscular, and fairly proud of my cock which is just over 6 1/2" (hey that ½" is important), thick and straight with nice big hanging balls.
My ejaculations are powerful.
If I pull out of a woman and cum, it reaches her chest and sometimes even her mouth.
If I cum in someone's mouth, they need to swallow twice or more, and if I cum on their face it is covered from chin to eyeballs.
I had been chatting with a few people on the site, but the problem seemed to be that there was 10 times as many guys as women, so the chances of actually meeting someone in person - a woman - are pretty slim.
I decided to change my "orientation" on the site profile to "Bi-curious," to see what would happen.
I also edited my profile from searching for women, to searching for women, couples and attached (married) men.
If you read my previous story, you know that although I don't consider myself bi-sexual, and I'm not attracted to men - I had previously sucked cock, and I really enjoyed it.
I had only had one male partner up to then, and that was way back when I was 18.
He was a close friend, and it kinda just happened.
I didn't think I'd ever suck someone's cock again.
Sure, I had fantasized occasionally about it - but fantasy and reality are 2 different things.
My fantasy was to perhaps find someone like me. Somebody straight, normal, discreet, safe and looking for a long term monogamous (for safety reasons) sexual only relationship.
I figured if it was going to happen, and it seemed unlikely, it may happen with a married guy with his wife's OK?
Ideally, I'd find a nice couple, and we could all interact together?
Altering my profile on the site had immediate results.
I wouldn't say I was inundated, but now there was guys writing to me.
Most of the approaches I rejected immediately, as the guys were either single, too gay, too fat, too ugly, or too strange!!
I answered a few people who seemed OK, but I doubted that I would actually go through with meeting anybody.
Most of the guys sent photos of their cock to me, and I started to realize 2 things.
The first thing is that most guys don't know how to use a ruler.
They would say that their cock was 7-8 inches long, but in the pictures it would look more like 4-5 inches.
The second thing I realized was that I have a bigger than average sized cock, and this frankly surprised me!
The only erect cocks I had seen were in pornos, and I now realized these guys were exceptionally large.
Of the dozen or so guys who wrote me, only one had a bigger cock than me - but he seemed like a player, too risky - and I discarded him.
I was left with a youngish - about 29 - single guy called Andy who lived in the city, a married guy called Kevin who lived about 5 miles away, and a married guy called Ken who lived close by in the next suburb.
Andy seemed like a quiet nerdy office worker type, but we got on well as we had some common interests like playing tennis. I told him that "I'd like to play with his hairy balls." and he laughed at that!! He also corrected me and said "By the way, they're not hairy!"!
This comment aroused me, as I like sucking on smooth balls.
He was inexperienced, and just wondering what guy on guy would be like.
He was curious to try cocksucking, and to have me suck his cock in return.
Kevin was looking for someone who liked giving blowjobs - as his wife didn't like doing it.
She had given her blessing to him finding a regular male to service his needs.
His cock photo actually turned me on - a lot. I got hard looking at it, and wanked off numerous times over it.
It wasn't that long or thick, but he was circumcised and had a very pronounced mushroom head - like a real big knob on the end of his shaft.
My only previous male partner had been uncircumcised, and I was fantasizing about how Kevin's big headed circumcised cock would feel like in my mouth?
Kevin and I started talking on messenger one day.
He told me that he wouldn't suck me in return, but would wank me off if I liked.
He asked me if he could cum in my mouth, and if I would swallow his cum, and I said "Yes," and that "I was getting hard just thinking about it."
It really turned me on saying things like "I want to kneel before you and suck both your balls in my mouth." "I want to suck your cock." and "You can fuck my mouth and cum in it." or "You can cum on my face." Although, truthfully - I wasn't sure I could even go through with an actual physical meeting. It was pretty exciting just talking on messenger, saying dirty stuff and wanking myself.
I told him that I was looking at his cock pic right now and wanking myself.
He told me he was wanking himself as well.
He said "Why don't you come over, right now, and I'll wank you off, and you can suck my cock if you want?" and now my fantasy was possibly becoming reality - and I wasn't too sure if I could go through with actually doing it.
He said to "Just come over for a talk, no pressure, and we'll see what happens." and that he was nervous too.
He gave me the address.
It was a short journey - about 15 minutes, and many times I almost turned the car around and went home. I was so nervous that I was physically shaking, and almost passing out.
My previous cocksucking experience had just been on the spur of the moment and unplanned - well - the first time anyway.
And even though it hadn't been a "one -off," because it was with the same guy, in my mind it seemed like a "one-off." This time seemed different because it was planned, and where previously I had always considered what happened to be a "one off" here I was planning to do it again.
I had always told myself that I wasn't bi-sexual, but now what I was planning to do - how could I still kid myself that I wasn't?
I was planning to suck Kevin's cock until he came in my mouth, and let him wank me off.
This was a major step, and I was unsure if I could take it - and how I'd feel if I actually did it.
