This is a true story that happened back in 1979 in Pittsburgh, PA. I was 32 years of age at the time after doing two years in the U.S. Army, including one year in Vietnam. I never had homosexual thoughts until I turned 30 years of age and didn't have any kind of gay contact until this episode that I write about.
Some friends of mine and I went to Pittsburgh to see the high school championship basketball playoffs for Pa. We arrived a bit early and after checking into our rooms at the hotel they all went to a bar for a drink. I didn't want a drink because on the way out my mind wondered and I thought to myself what it would be like if I was able to go to a porn shop and relieve some pent up pressure. I was just planning to buy some magazines and sneak off somewhere, perhaps in my room while the others were elsewhere, and get excited with some femdom porn.
I walked into the city myself and saw a shop that advertised magazines, sex toys, and adult movies. I entered the shop secretly and looked around a bit to see what they had in femdom porn. I didn't see anything that interested me so I continued checking out the place until I saw the small booths with showing movies so I got some change and went to that section of the shop.
I was intending to just sit and relax and watch a bondage movie but was some how drawn to a gay flick. I paid my fee and at the last moment I chose a gay movie because I was curious and wanted to see what it was like on film.