A little back story first. Growing up I never considered men or even thought about fooling around with any guys. One day being extremely in the mood and not having any luck with the ladies for a one night stand, I got on a gay dating site for men called Grindr. I guess my thought process was "I'm a good looking guy maybe I can just get a blowjob and get this horny mindset to go away." 25 years old and I needed something. I have to admit the attention I received from these guys was a great feeling. A lot of them really liked my dick, the size if it and the girth. I did not think it was anything to write home about just 6.5 inches but it was thick I will admit. Getting on Grindr went on for a long time. I kept getting too nervous to meet any guys and test out this new theory of getting a blowjob to get away from my horny side.
I finally after maybe a year gave in to my nervousness and decided to allow a guy to allow me to use his mouth. At this point I found out I may be slightly bi-sexual because I LOVED the blowjob. I had him come to my place of work after talking for maybe an hour. I decided to send my location and realized at that point I can't avoid it. I told him on his way there that I will be at the front of the complex to let him inside. I worked in a little guard shack that had a blockaid to keep unwanted guests from entering. I told him that after he gets in the gate to just walk into the guard shack and I'll be waiting for him to walk him back to the small one person bathroom. I was extremely nervous but like I said I can't back down now he is on his way. I started to make sure everything was ready and started to worry that my nervousness would keep my hard cock from staying hard. I just kept imagining a nice warm mouth wrapping it's lips around my cock and relieving it of cum that has built up from being so horny and edging some. As I'm pacing back and forth in the shack I finally see a car I did not recognize pull toward the gate. I recognized the driver as my secret cock sucker coming to relieve me so I opened the gate and pointed where to park.
My heart starts to pump harder and I really start to worry. He walked toward the building and I let him in. He said hi and I gave him a slight head nod being too nervous to speak any words. I walk back towards the bathroom with this guy walking in front of me. He is an older gentlemen with slightly grey hair not terribly bad looking. We go into the one person bathroom and he sits down on the toilet with the lid closed and turns to look at me with a look of excitement. Again thinking "I can't get away from this now it's time." I slowly pull my pants down and with my pants come my underwear. My dick semi hard still comes out and before I knew it he put his hand on it starting to stroke it. I tried to relax again worried my nervousness would keep my semi hard cock from standing at attention.
While relaxing I closed my eyes to take a deep breath and at that point I felt something amazing and warm slowly wrap around my cock. I was instantly hard as a rock feeling his tongue circle around the head of my cock. I then reach my hand out and rest it on the back of his head craving more. I push slightly and he got the hint and swallow every inch of my cock feeling his nose poke me just above my cock. I was completely in heaven. His mouth felt like velvet so soft and so warm as he did his job working his mouth up and down on my cock. I started to get close already realizing how much better a man can give a blowjob that a woman. It was amazing and I realized it makes sense.
They understand what feels good and what doesn't as opposed to woman who just guess from the porn they watch. Suddenly it came to mind that we never decided on if he was going to swallow my huge build up of a cum shot or if I was going to pull out and shoot it in the sink. Getting closer and closer moaning more and more I started to tell him I was close. The first and only words I would speak. He picks up speed and starts to play with my balls so gently that I was losing it. I was in heaven. I began to feel a tingle and my orgasm was so strong I had to hold the wall to keep my legs from buckling! I shot one of the biggest loads I ever had in my life right down this guys throat. After swallowing my cum I started to pull my pants up realizing I need to get back to work. The guy stood up and thanked me and left. That was the last I saw of him.