My New Neighbor 04

Jim sat on the couch and I sat next to him. I was just trying to absorb what we had done. Jim put his arm around me and pulled me close. That felt really nice. We sat in silence for a while till Jim stirred.

"How are you feeling about this," he asked.

"Ok. I think." I replied.

"Thank you for that," Jim said. "I've been needing that for a while."

I was trying to pick a stray hair of my tongue.

"If I had known you were going to do that, I would have trimmed," Jim said with a smile.

"Next time," I replied.

Jim looked at me.

"Do you want a next time?"

I thought for a moment.

"Yes. I do."

"We will have to talk more. I think for now, we should clean up and finish the evening."

I got up and went to the kitchen to load the dishwasher. Jim got dressed and came to join me.

"I can finish this," I said. "There isn't much left."

Jim nodded. He opened his arms and I stepped into a big hug.

"Let's talk on Sunday when you come over to work out," he said.

"Ok."

I had Saturday to myself. I did my chores and enjoyed some quiet time. I also thought about what happened. I knew I had wanted more with Jim. And I had planned on doing something. I hadn't quite expected it to go the way it went. But I hadn't planned any details either. He seemed different when we started. Very insistent and controlling. I'm not sure I liked it, but I realized it also made it easier. It was my first sexual experience with a man and his attitude made it seem almost natural. I certainly wasn't questioning what I was doing while I did it.

I didn't sleep all that well Saturday night, but I went over to Jim's and we went over the workout plan, what I had done. We worked out together and then Jim revised my plan slightly for the coming week. We went upstairs to his kitchen table to have some water and a snack.

"So," Jim said. "Thoughts on the other day?"

I looked at him and smiled.

"It was definitely an experience for me. I didn't really know what to expect or even what I wanted, but I'm glad it happened. What about you?"

"I needed the relief after the tension between us," Jim said. "To be honest, I haven't been with someone who was just experimenting in many years. I'm more used to experienced partners."

I wasn't sure how to take that.

"I tried my best," I said. "That was my first."

"I know. Like I said the other day, I am particular in what I want. Being with a newbie is just a different energy."

"I'd like to explore more with you, Jim. When you say particular, what do you mean?"

"You don't know much about gay life do you?"

"No. Not at all."

Jim was pensive.

"Do you know what a Daddy is?" he asked.

"I would guess the dominant partner? Like a Top in BDSM?"

"Mostly. Definitely the dominant partner. I'm a Daddy. I like having a Boy for sex."

"What does that mean? Having a Boy?" I asked.

I could hear the capital letters in his voice.

"It means you would be my sex toy. I would get to use you how and when I want for my pleasure. I would get to dictate how you act and dress around me," Jim stated.

My throat was really constricted. I was having a hard time breathing.

"What would that look like?" I managed to say. "I don't think I can do some things."

"What things?" Jim asked.

"Anal. I can't imagine that."

"I mostly like receiving oral anyway," Jim replied. "What else?"

"Being public? I don't think I can do that either."

Jim nodded.

"So, are you interested in being my Boy, in private?"

"I'm still not sure what you mean, but I do. I want to continue being close to you and I want to satisfy you again."

"Did you masturbate since you sucked my cock?" Jim asked.

That seemed very blunt. I mean, it was accurate, but it was a shock to hear a man say out loud that I had sucked his cock.

"No. I tried a little that night, but I just couldn't. I think it was too much of a new experience."

"And are you okay with that? How are you feeling now?"

"I'm nervous. This is a strange conversation for me. I don't feel horny if that's what you mean. I do want to continue our relationship. I just don't know what to expect or ask."

"Last chance. If you want to continue then I will give you instructions. Then you either have to be in or out."

I took a deep breath.

"In."