"He won't care to see mine. Mine are so little I might as well not have any for all the attention the guys pay me. I'm not like you three! You have something worth looking at. Mine are barely even there." She put her hands over her bikini top as if to demonstrate they were nothing worth seeing. I on the other hand thought totally differently, and said so.
"Jessica, I think you have the perfect size breasts! I've had a hard time not staring at them all morning!"
Jessica gave me a one-sided grin and said, "I did notice you checking out my nipples in the cold water, and it looks like you are having a "hard time" all right!" That got the girls giggling, and had me blushing again. "Are you just trying to be nice? No guy has ever said he liked my tits before."
I nodded, and swallowed a lump in my throat. "As little as you are, you would look funny with great big breasts. Yours are perfect on your frame. I really like them, though I shouldn't be saying it."
"If you really think so, I guess I will show them. You've been a great sport today." She reached behind her back to untie her top, looking me in the eye as she did so. "Here goes." Her ties came undone and she slowly pulled it loose from around her neck with one hand while holding it in place with the other. She let the top ties drape over her forearm and pulled the lower ties loose. I was as excited as a little kid at Christmas when he sees what looks like a bicycle wrapped under the Christmas tree.
I was trying very hard not to be rude, staring at her, but it was very difficult. I know I was salivating, and I had to keep swallowing. Jessica colored and the blush extended down from her face to her neck and on down to her chest as she took a deep breath and slowly, so slowly, lowered her arm and her top. Her breasts slowly came into view. Yes, they were small, basically large swells on her chest that my large hands would smother, but to me they were the most beautiful things I had ever seen. I always preferred small to mid-sized boobs whenever I looked at porn on the internet. I wanted to reach over and suckle them, but I kept my hands to myself. Finally, her nipples popped into view and I almost gasped. She might have had small breasts, but the nipples were anything but small! I had already known they were big from seeing them poking through her top, but this was amazing.
Jessica dropped her arm at last allowing me to see them in their entirety. I know I was looking at her slack-jawed, but I couldn't help myself! "Those are amazing!" I croaked. "They are absolutely beautiful!" Her nipples were slightly puckered from the stimulation of all that had been going on, and the nipples jutted out proudly from her breasts. You remember how big the pencils we used in Kindergarten when we were learning to write? Well, her nipples were at least as big around as the erasers on those pencils! Not a regular number two pencil, but those great big things little kids use. I was totally awed!
Shellie took advantage of everyone's attention being riveted on Jessica and me and slipped behind Kay and grabbed the strings on her top and gave them a quick pull and pulled her top off, freeing her breasts as well. I knew I was going to be in for mammary overload for sure! Kay quickly covered her breasts with her hands and said, "No fair! He's my brother!"
"I think he knows that. Like I said before, this isn't having sex. It is just looking. After all, you yourself said it was a rush knowing he saw your boobs a while ago."
"I know. It was a rush, but it still feels wrong."
"Ask Jared if he likes it or if he wants you to put your top back on." Shellie looked over at me and winked as I looked back and forth between her and Kay. "What do you think, Jared? Do you like the looks of her tits, or not?"
I hanged my head a little bit, but looked up at Kay and said, "I think they are very nice, Kay. I like them very much." I mean, I know she is my sister, but for crying out loud, they were tits, and I had been on a starvation diet for twenty years! I didn't care if they were my sister's or not. I liked seeing them. Seeing them in the flesh was so much better than anything I had ever seen in a magazine or on the internet. Kay blushed, but slowly she lowered her arms and allowed me to see them in all their glory. From all the porn I had seen I expected them to all look basically alike, but I found a big surprise here. Other than the size differences, each of the girls breasts were distinctively different.
Kay had the largest set of the four girls, with a C cup, but they were also the softest looking, and somewhat droopy compared to the others. She was one who was going to have saggy breasts as she got older, and of the four was the one who most needed a bra to keep them up. I'm not complaining, mind you! I thought they were beautiful. They were a bit more than a handful for my big hands with pale areolas about the size of a quarter and soft nipples that barely protruded. I know they weren't stimulated, and I know they could poke out more than that, in fact I had seen them poking out in the cold water, but they were not as prominent as the others.
Shellie had a large B cup size that would be a good handful for me, and she had puffy areolas that were soft looking and had little tiny pointy nipples. Of the four, her nipples were the smallest, being smaller than a number two pencil eraser and were pink. They looked like they would be fun to suck.
Kate's are also a B cup, maybe just a skosh smaller than Shellie's, but with a prominent nipple and dark brown areolas that were at least the size of a silver dollar. I already knew they were firm, yet soft and wonderful to lick and suckle. Her breasts were a delightful shape, with the nipple sitting a little high on the breast so that they hung a little bit pear-shaped with the nipples being upturned somewhat. They were absolutely gorgeous.
Jessica, though, had my favorites. I couldn't keep my eyes from returning to them. Like I said earlier, they were small, basically swells on her chest that the palm of my hand would cover, but with her small size they accented her shape wonderfully, I thought. Her nipples were a pinkish brown that was not as dark as Kate's, but darker than the others, and her nipples stood out proudly. I found out later that Jessica always wore a padded bra, not because she wanted to look bigger, although I'm sure that was a part of it. She was rather self-conscious of her size, but she wore it because the padding helped to hide her nipples and keep them from poking out though her tops. To me they were absolute perfection.
I know Kate, Jessica, and Shellie were somewhat sexually active, and I am pretty sure Kay was, but I for sure had not talked with her about it. I figured that was her business. Yes, she is my sister, and I'd kill any guy who hurt her, but I figured it was her business. She didn't ask about my experience either, not that I had any.
Like I said earlier, it wasn't anything malicious on the part of girls, but guys like me don't exist as far as they are concerned. To be fair, guys are the same when it comes to girls with handicaps. They are really missing out, to my thinking. Those of us who have had to learn to live with a physical handicap have often developed capacities for caring for others because we have had to depend on others. I know I'm making a generalization, but some of the most open, caring, and compassionate people have been people I've met in various therapy sessions or at Dr.'s appointments. I just had not met any young ladies near my age that I could connect with.
Sorry for the rabbit trail, but I can't help myself.
Anyway, there I was sitting on the floor looking at four of the most wonderful sets of girl's breasts, and totally blown away by the sight. I kept looking at Jessica's and there was nothing I would have liked better than to have her down on the floor and be licking and suckling on her little cuties, with or without the pizza sauce! Of course, I was giving each of them a good look, but something about Jessica just drew me to her. Conversation was pretty lively for a bit with the girls bantering back and forth and asking me questions about what I thought. I felt somewhat strange. I wasn't used to being brought into conversations, especially with pretty girls. Most of the time someone with a handicap just blends into the scenery. It is amazing how if you are sitting in a wheelchair people just look right over your head and talk to everyone around as if you didn't even exist, or as if you couldn't hear or speak.
Lunch of course was finished, and we all cleared up the dishes and pizza boxes. The girls didn't want to go back into the pool right after having eaten, so we all just sat around the table and popped another beer each. I was concerned about them going back into the pool if they kept drinking. The conversation wandered around to the guys the girls had been dating and went to the prom with, just before breaking up. Of course, they talked about their dresses, and other girl's dresses, and all kinds of other gossip that I had no knowledge of. I would have used that as an excuse to go find a good book, except for the scenery. That was well worth staying for!
Even though I had nothing to add to the conversation I was accepted into the group, and I think they pretty much forgot I was even there. Jessica was getting a little tight on her coolers, and she was slurring her words slightly. I really knew she needed to cut back on the alcohol though when she started talking about Carl. It seems he was almost a last minute date, which she blamed on not having bigger boobs. She said guys just didn't find her attractive. Talk about blind guys in a school! She has always caught my eye being cute as a button, but she was my sister's friend, plus she was two years younger than me, so I never even tried to pursue anything with her. Maybe I have a bit of a complex. I've been turned down so many times and had quit even asking. Anyway, it seems Carl asked her out just three weeks before the prom, after he had broken up with another girl. She didn't want to go alone, so she accepted. They went out a couple of times before the prom, and she thought he was an OK guy, but not really what she wanted to tie up with.