My Very First Time And No Regrets

I'm 24 and many men like to ask me in social media chat, "When did you lose your Virginity?" My answer is always honest and I can recall every physical and emotional detail from that experience.

I grew up in a very traditional Christian home, so I dutifully waited until I had graduated from high school to submit my body as God intended. I can remember every moment as if it were happening now. The first time is such a monumental journey for a young woman and I did not give up my naive physical innocence lightly. I knew when I was mentally and spiritually ready to achieve that level of pleasure with someone I loved.

Even though my boyfriend was a strict Evangelistic Christian he was sexually more advanced than I was. Typical. By the time we had our blessed gift of sex I had only read about it, seen it in GIFS, or viewed a couple crude sex acts online. Logically I understand that is how God created my body; to receive a man's penis inside of me... but I couldn't imagine how amazing it would actually feel. No one prepares you for that first body to body connection.

Here is the part where the Christian girl guilt comes into play... but only briefly. We were alone for the night and we were in his bed. My parents thought that I was over a friends house helping to design a party dress for her. And my boyfriends parents were out of town for 6 days. We had planned this night out in every detail. When you have to lie to your parents to be nude with someone that is probably something that needs re-evaluated. Never-the-less, I wanted this to happen more than anything. I was the only one in my close circle of friends & church community sisters that had not "done the deed". I was scared as hell and trembled throughout... my boyfriend was experienced and more than ready.

As a romance novel reader I had dreamed and fantasized what my first time would be like. The initial penetration hurt. My hymen was in tact and my boyfriends penis was a very nice size in thickness and length which was noticeable in the way my wet internal muscles strained and tried to spread around him. I gasped as he slowly and gentle used the head of his penis to open me for the first time.. I felt a slight tug.. as he tried to sink inside. As a man is supposed to do his cock was tearing my hymen to pass into my vaginal lining. I did bleed a little... but feeling my wetness, mixed with my blood, opening for him was the most amazing feeling I ever had. I was finally giving myself as God divinely intended.

My boyfriend didn't like to kiss during sex because he said it distracted him and made him cum too fast. We had kissed during foreplay which helped to make me wet and ready for him to insert inside. He took his time and didn't rush me. Easing himself in slowly... then out slowly... inching in and back... Stopping when he felt my tightness grip and hold. Then easily pulling back and sinking in as he felt my relax for a moment. When you're not used to what lies ahead it's an unexplainable sensation having your vagina spread open like this. The increased feeling of love that fills your body and soul is exactly why I believe this level of passion is ordained for its beauty by God himself.

Once he was fully inside of me... he laid his entire body weight on top of me; holding himself VERY still deep inside. I tried relaxing to get comfortable in order to accommodate his thickness. That was not easy. I felt an deeply rooted pressure being so tightly wrapped wet around his shaft. He knew that I needed a moment. I can see now that he was very caring about my needs in this important life changing event.

After a few minutes when he could feel the right vaginal signals he began very gently to slide his thickness in and out. As he tried I whimpered in pain from the stretching of his shaft and the mushroom head spreading a silky path of precum lubricant in me. We tried a few times -- patiently back and careful in -- before I felt I was wet and ready enough for more.

His body weight pinned me down to the bed. All I could feel moving were his hips as his thickness pulled back and pushed in... easily... gently,,, slowly. His cock massaged the tight vaginal muscles that squeezed against him. This brought more of my juices up to coat his flesh... giving him a very slick path to give me more and more of his cock. Instinctively my legs began open for him... wider as he delivered his cock balls deep. I was softly moaning and he could feel I was very turned on by this new sensation pumping up between my legs. His gliding mushroom head massaging all the way through me made each internal nerve ending come alive.

It took me a while to have my first orgasm. He was starting to sweat and that added to the slippery sliding his body was doing on top of me. Because we weren't looking into each others eyes it made me feel tiny and submissive under him as his Dominate cock took me over and over. The dull ache from the strain and splitting the inner lining never subsided, but I loved how it made me feel more like a sexually aware woman.

As he started to enjoy the feverish pulsating my pussy continued to vibrate around him. I was fully ready for my first orgasm through sexual intercourse. He started to thrust a bit faster... not as deep... but playfully shallow through the hole of my vagina. He definitely knew what he was doing. Basically, he pulled back until the head of his penis was almost out and he'd push back in -- still very shallow -- stretching me into cumming. My pussy was gripping and holding onto him each time he withdrew. The muscles tugging made me feel I was going to cum. My moans grew louder and he started to push in a little deeper and pulling back almost withdrawing. Rapid thrusts... I felt a bit faint as the powerful feeling of my pussy about to cum rushed through my body. He kept the shallow thrusting as my pussy began to bathe him with my warm orgasm.

I screamed as I felt my pussy contract and squeeze violently against his piston thrusts. I flooded against him and streams out of me onto the bed sheets. I felt him reach under me and grab my ass. His hands gripped and pushed my pussy even tighter around him. It was a strange sensation that I could feel my cumming on him made his cock even stiffer. Adding to the aching-stretch my inner muscles were becoming accustomed to. He kept the steady pace and I could feel I was triggered for more orgasms.

As I lay under his body... I wrapped my legs around him and drew him in as deeply as he could get. With his hands gripping my ass the tightness around his cock brought me to a building another orgasm so easily this time... I was crying out that I was going to cum again. Body to body his cock slide deeply into me. Only his rapidly moving hips were pumping against me... pubic bone to pubic bone... He was taking me. He felt my legs tight around him as I started to cum again. I wanted him as deep as I could get him. And I started to cum a second time.. this time more intensely as his hands under me gripped and closed my pussy around him even tighter. I screamed from the powerful juicy energy that erupted from my body.

I could feel that my pussy hole was becoming very tender and sensitive. I begged him to stop for a moment... but he couldn't.. he began to fuck me with a new sense of primal conquest. I could feel his feet pushing into the bed... locking his cock even deeper... like a hook.. He was barely withdrawing at all... He released his hand from under me and grabbed my shoulders. He used them to push down and impale me firmly down onto his cock even more. This is when I felt the thick head of his cock hitting my cervix muscle... it hurt but with pleasure. At the same time his body was stimulating my clitoris over and over.

We were unprotected and this wa risky for him to ejaculate inside of me. I begged him in a sad whimper, "No". he kept at it. Relentlessly he fuck plowed my body onto his deeply embedded cock. The more I begged, "No", the more I felt him using his feet into the mattress to push himself deeper up into me. It felt as if he was trying to get his entire body up in there.

This new "locked-in" sensation forced another orgasm up through me. He cussed and cursed in my ear. "Using your cunt" he repeated. In this position he stayed and force fucked two more incredible orgasms out of me. I was so weak... my pussy felt so sensitive... I begged him to stop even though I felt my body was in heaven. The more I came the less sore and sensitive my pussy felt... but I knew that I was going to feel VERY tender later on. His cock triggered me to orgasm a couple more times.. then I heard him groaning as his orgasm was building.

He lifted his upper torso up onto his arms and looked into my eyes. For the first time I saw his face.... he was red and flushed and sweaty... but his eyes were filled with lust and pleasure. He was gliding up and back the entire length of his cock through my breeding hole. He started to announce that he was cumming... he fucked me harder and harder... he didn't cum right away... he seem to know that I had another orgasm ready and waiting.. and OMG!! I was so weak by this time... My legs were very spread wide on either side of his body.

He was really fucking me relentlessly as I arched my back, and he yelled out loud, as he began to breed his seed up inside of me. Over and over I felt his cock throb and pulsate as he fed his cum inside of me. He grunted and groaned.. ramming hard in.. thrust punching... thrust punching his cockhead into my cervix... Pain and pleasure shot through my entire body. Then when his final creamy wave filled me -- his body collapsed on top of mine. I was unable to move. We both lie there panting and breathing heavily... locked cock inside. He was the first man to use his fluid to mark his territory inside and take ownership of my body. I felt such a feeling of love and affection.

That was a memory I will keep as long as I live. This was the only time in our relationship that my boyfriend took his time and gave me that many orgasms. Later in 2019 when we broke up I started hearing rumors that he was extremely unfaithful... Long before AND after me he took several girls virginity. I think that was a kink or obsession for him. But, in our first moments of my sexual education he was gentle, kind, loving and, when ready, primal and Dominate. He made me feel like I was the only girl in his world. For that I will be eternally grateful. My first time was beautiful and forever memorable.