My mind wanders to the first time I ever slid my hands between my legs and discovered the design of my body. I remember my first kiss, soft and innocent as it was. Short sex scenes and pictures flash in my head from movies and magazines I've gotten my hands onto. Sordid fantasies steal my thoughts and all this as I hear the doorbell ring.
My heart beats as I open the door and I see you there. Standing tall and confident, a warm smile on your face and eyes that pierce me so. I stare for a moment and then finally, I invite you in. Suddenly the once enjoyed silence of the house feels heavy and thick. I find it hard to breathe but I walk casually behind you as you make your way into the living room. Our small talk gets us through the first awkward moments and well into dinner. As you sit across from me I find comfort looking deep into your eyes and soaking in your face. I feel as if I'm falling off of highest building even though I know my body sits still. A relaxed smile holds my face and masks my aching nervousness.
As we move into the living room, I think of how cliche our evening is becoming. I slip a mixed cd into the stereo and sigh as it brings some comfort and familiarity back into my otherwise spinning world. As you sit, laid back on the couch I can't help but fall in love with you all over again. Your simplicity owns me and my body feels as though it were boiling beneath my skin. I've never found jeans and a T-shirt so sexy before. And now as I sit next to you, I feel an intense pulsing between my legs and a deep desire to take your clothes off. You've awakened something in me, I did not know existed.
I crawl over and lay across your lap with my arms draped across your neck. You lean in and kiss me softly on my lips, sending electrifying waves through me. I pull closer to you and revel in your warmth. I tense slightly as I feel your hand on my knee, inching its way up my skirt. My blue stretch skirt clings to me but invites your hand to slide underneath making its way toward my thighs. I bury my head in your neck and hold on tight as I part my legs and hold my breath. In perfect timing to our young adult scene you sweetly ask, "Are you sure?" I bite my lip and shake my head, scared but so anxious I could scream. I scoot a little bit closer to your hand.
Your soft fingers creep up my thighs trailing goosebumps with each inch. They caress my skin and find their way to the top of my black, thong panties. Slowly you peel them off and with every motion you make, my heart beats faster. I'm losing my control of thought and I feel a fiery passion building deep inside of me begging to be set free. I spread my legs a little wider and push just a little closer urging you on. You place your hand back on my thigh and drag it down to my knee. Disappointed in your direction, I pull my head up and look at you with wonder and trust. You reach under my knees and pick me up. I hold tight against your body as you lead me to the bedroom, my parents bedroom.
Gently you lay me down at the edge of the bed so my legs dangle down the side. You lean over me and one by one unbutton my white shirt that outlines my every curve. I shudder as you get closer until you finally part the fabric. You look up at me and smile when you notice my stomach as it rises and falls quickly like my breath and my chest, bare with no bra. My breasts a soft pink with glaring red nipples hard and heaving at the end. Up and down....I'm so excited and frightened and curious all at once.
You place your hands on my hips and slide them up. Slowly gracing my skin, touching my most sensitive spots. Your fingers find their way to my breasts and you touch me softly. I close my eyes and take in the moment as you massage and grope my wanting body. Squeezing and feeling as you move over me more and I feel your lips press against mine. This time more persistent and wanting of response. I kiss you back, deep and hungry pulling the very passion out of you. You continue to explore my body as I lift my hips up and rub against your body.