The characters in the story are OVER THE AGE OF 18. No creepery.
Continuation of
Personal Growth
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DYLAN
Joel cupped my face in his palm and drew it to his, kissing me deeply. He grinned with hooded eyes. "I don't want to cum before I get to fuck you."
My breath caught in my throat. I had hooked up with a few guys, yes, making up for inexperience and my less-than-impressive body by trying to let them know how enthusiastic I was. But nobody had made me really want to go all the way—until now.
Joel detected my hesitation and gently released me, propping himself up on his elbows. "You ok, Dylan?"
I hoped he couldn't see the deep blush that was spreading across my cheeks and down my neck. "Yeah, I am. Um. I..." I stammered, trying to get it out.
"Hey," he said softly, one hand reaching up to brush the hair out of my eyes. "Are you a virgin?"
I bit my lip and nodded, breathing heavy. His gaze remained fixed on my expression.
I'd never been
that
protective over my virginity, but for most of my life I had the impression that I'd give it to someone special—maybe someone I was dating or in love with (or Jason—but I was positive
that
'd never happen). And of course I'd felt sexual attraction before, and sometimes wondered what it would be like to sleep with one of my pithy hookups. But that curiosity was something I had complete control over.
Now, that control was totally overwhelmed—steamrolled—by something more powerful: desire. Had the hormones changed my mind, too? All my thoughts about the special night when I'd "make love" for the first time blurred away, replaced by a crystal clear need to take Joel inside of me.
He looked concerned. "We don't have to do anything you don't want t-"