I was a virgin and it was the thing I hated most about myself. Even my acne which had failed to clear up after my teens was more acceptable than that particular albatross around my neck.
All my friends had seemed to have popped their cherry without a hitch. Why was I any different.
Now that I had started at university I thought things would be different.
Ironically enough one of the guys I was now living with was also a virgin. Something that he admitted one night after a lot of drinks. It was something I would never admit.
We all made fun of him, myself included.
Then the real rub came. He managed to pull a super hot blonde. I don't know how he managed it. He wasn't any more special than me.
We were all in a nightclub and I was egging him on, making fun of him, and then somehow he ended up going home with her.
It was such a nightmare. That's when I decided to do something about it.
Of course getting a girlfriend wasn't as easy as that, but I knew it was my confidence that needed a boost. There was too much worry and anticipation swimming around in my head.
A prostitute was my only option. I'd heard that lots of guys were using them to pop their cherries. So there was no real shame in it at all. I think there were even some very famous people who had similar experiences.
I found her online. It was a website that listed lots of different types of girls. She stood out to me the most.
We exchanged messages by email, and talked briefly about what services I wanted. She gave me the price upfront.
Her name was Nikki. I had to assume it wasn't her real name. She was really cute, a nice petite body, and really nice tits. She had short dark hair that gave her a real girl next door look.
She was definitely the girl I'd have loved to date.
I thought about going for the full experience and going with one with huge fake boobs, and bleach blonde hair, but in the end I think I made the right decision.
I had to get a bus to the hotel. It wasn't far though.
It was part of a chain of hotels. Not at all seedy...
"Can I help you?" The bloke behind the reception asked.
"Uhh, yeah, my name is Kevin. I'm here to see my friend in room twenty-eight."
He took a few moments and looked down at his screen, and then pointed me in the direction of the lifts.
It was pretty late in the evening. There was no one else about.
My heart was racing. I had only just gotten past the reception and I was almost ready to make a run for it. People online had warned of nerves getting to you. I had to just power through.
Technically I knew I hadn't done anything illegal, but all those films where the girl turns out to be a copper started to really put the fear into me.
On my way up I knew I could always turn back. I wish I had had a few drinks in me. That would have relaxed me a lot more.
Money was an issue. Especially with what this girl was charging. I had to borrow some money off my Father. I told him it was for text books.
I laughed a little, thinking that I would indeed be getting an education of sorts.
It took me a while to find the room. The corridors weren't laid out in easy to understand way. It would have helped if everything didn't look so bland.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
She was everything I had dreamed about. Exactly like her picture.
"Hiya, it's Kevin?" She asked.
I nodded, my mouth was dry. My nerves hadn't abated in the slightest.
I'd had what I was going to say planned out in my head. As soon as I saw her though, mind went blank.
She was wearing skimpy white lingerie and a pair of black high heeled shoes. She couldn't look more sexy if she tried.
"Come in and get settled." She said cheerfully.
It was a small room. A double bed, desk, a few chairs and a door that led off into the bathroom. It was well lit too.
"Do you want a drink of water or anything?" She asked.
I just shook my head.
She must have sensed my nerves as she took a seat next to me on the bed.
"Don't be shy." She said, squeezing my knee.
"Ahhh sorry, I'll be alright in a minute. I'm not used to this sort of thing. My first time with an escort, actually." I said, stumbling over my words.
I think maybe she would appreciate the fact that I wasn't a regular user of prostitutes.
"Don't worry about it darling. You've got the money, right?"
I nodded. I had almost forgotten. I pulled out my wallet and dug out the money we had agreed on.
With it in her hand she went and put into her purse which was on the desk.
She turned and gave me a big smile.
My eyes were transfixed on her cute little body.
There was no going back now.
"Take your clothes off, babe." She said. "You can have a quick shower, okay."
"Sure." I said. I had expected this.
I got up to go into the bathroom.
"You can leave your clothes here. You don't want them getting wet."
She must be so used to naked people, I thought. For me though getting naked in front of her was super embarrassing.
I started to strip. She just smiled and watched. Finally, I was naked and feeling very self conscious.
There was no judgment from her. It was just her job. It was nice in someways, clinical.
I wasn't hard at all, she didn't say anything.
It was the first time a woman had seen me naked. Apart from my Mother.
I gave her a half-hearted smile and went into the bathroom.
"Don't lock it." She called out.
I did what she told me, she was in charge. I read stories about guys going too far and getting hurt or in serious trouble. That certainly wasn't me. I had respected her rules and boundaries.
The shower was above the bathtub. I turned it on and waited for the water to heat up. Once it was comfortable I got in and started washing. Then I noticed that she was standing at the doorway.
"So what do you do, Kevin?" She asked.
"I'm just a student." I replied.
"Ohh, cool. What do you study?"
As I told her she came closer to me. I was washing under my armpits when she reached out for me.
It was just her finger. I tensed up as she touched my stomach. I took a deep breath as her finger started to make circles around my belly button. It made my stomach flip.
I couldn't think of what to say next. She didn't speak either. She just looked up at me with her big doe eyes and traced lines across my skin.
I was getting hard. She noticed, and grinned a little. Her hand moved lower and started to stroke my cock.
It made my heart pound. No one had ever touched me like this before. With the water her fingers rubbed slickly against my cock. She wasn't jerking me off. Just playing with it.
She wasn't shy at all. I was blushing though. My face like it was on fire.