Ever had a fantasy so strong that it shaped your entire sexual personality? Ever spent hours daydreaming about someone, creating your ideal, steamy scenarios where you lived out your wildest, horniest ideas, just waiting to get home and put them to use? Yeah, same. I'm Will, a 22-year-old English literature student. I moved to a bigger city just so I can go to college and get my degree. I was always drawn to books and literature, spending my free time reading all kinds of novels, exploring various genres and writers. Moving to a new, big city left its mark on me, though. I didn't know anyone and spent most of my time alone, just going to my classes and then back to my apartment where I spent days smoking, reading, and frankly, masturbating. I come from a smaller, conservative area where anything other than missionary is considered blasphemous. In my teens I started reading erotica, which pushed me to explore my sexuality. I felt bad at first, probably because of the ingrained feeling of shame regarding sexuality, but the more I read, the freer I felt. I used to jerk off multiple times every day, thinking of ways how I could make it more interesting. The thing is, I rarely watched porn. It got old, so I either read erotica, or thought about her.
I always had a thing for older women, but she is different. Professor Remi is my American Literature professor. She is a woman in her late 40s, blonde mid-long hair, slim legs, stylish nails and makeup, and that smile. Her eyes would make me feel so exposed, like she knows that I think about fucking her the whole time. Every class I fantasized about fucking her in various positions on the table, pinned to the board, or even on the damn floor like a primal. I remember one time she wore a purple sweater and no bra. I noticed her large, round tits swaying left and right as she walked around the classroom. I was so hard I could feel the veins on my dick pulsating, begging to be stroked and emptied, but I couldn't do it in class. I went home and spent hours fantasizing about her watching me masturbate, staring at me with those lustful, blue eyes. Just the thought of her presence would make my balls shake. Since I spent hours stroking my dick and pushing it to the edge, I had to lubricate it often. My spit would glaze it so gracefully, providing a soothing, chilly layer of moisture and pleasure. The veins would shine under layers of spit and sweat, making my dick tremble in hopes of finally getting emptied. I eventually came so hard like never before. A hot wave of pleasure and cum sprayed all over my exhausted body with such vigor, leaving me drained in every sense of the word. Just typing this makes me feel ashamed and dirty, but I couldn't help it, no. This woman is different, and she is driving me insane.
I always dreamt about her, but I never did anything. That would be stupid, and potentially dangerous. But because life is so often humorous and surprising, my fantasies started to shift into a dirty, ridiculous reality.
Last Monday, on my way home from class I stopped in a grocery store to get some food. Since I live on my own now, I had to learn how to cook, which I've gotten quite good at. Carrying a bunch of items, I stopped on the pasta isle, barely holding on to everything. As I was deciding which of these little phallic shapes I want to get, I noticed someone stopping beside me. The fragrance that spread through the air was all too familiar. I could recognize that oriental, designer scent anywhere. It was her. It couldn't be, but it had to be. As I turned to the person on my right, I saw her smiling at me.
- "Hey Will, how you doing? Getting some groceries?"
- "Oh, hi Professor Remi! What are you doing here?", I stuttered awkwardly.
- "What do you think, just getting some things!", she said jokingly.
She must've noticed how startled I was, so she tried to make small talk, not aware of all the thoughts going through my mind right now.
- "Oh, duh! So, uh... what are you cooking tonight?"
What?! Why did I say that? That is so creepy, what the fuck?! I'm overthinking this, it's not that creepy, it's a valid question! No, no... this is super creepy, she must be thinking --