I dropped my ex wife and kids off at the port an hour before boarding. The cruise ship looked massive next to the smaller boats and yachts docked around it. Angela looked so pretty in her floppy hat and sundress, and the kids were beyond excited.
Angela and I had divorced 2 years before but we remained close friends. We were doing the best we could for the kids and it was working out just fine. Neither of us had found anybody else yet, and we had had sex a couple of times since the divorce but she decided it wasn't a good idea and put a stop to it.
The cruise was a gift from me to them. I had received an unexpected bonus at work and surprised Angela with a 5 day cruise to the Bahamas. She had always wanted to take the kids on a trip and she was thrilled that the day had finally arrived. I was planning to enjoy a few days to myself while they were gone. The kids were beyond excited and raced towards the ship while I carried the bags and walked with Angela. The mild breeze pulled her sundress taut against her perfect, petite body, and her long brown hair brushed across her face. She had soft brown eyes and beautiful face. She smiled when she saw me admiring her body.
As we finally arrived at the gangway, I hugged everybody goodbye and Angela held me tight for a moment, kissed my neck and whispered, "Expect a blowjob when we get back". With that she took the kids hands and walked up the ramp.
I felt that warm tingling in my loins and almost wished she hadn't told me this with 5 full days to wait. I hadn't jerked off for a couple days and I had been looking forward to masturbating later that day. But I loved the feeling of a huge release and decided to hold back until she made good on her promise...
---
I always loved Nicholas, we just couldn't stay married. He was a kind, strong man and a great lover, however we argued constantly while we were married. The divorce was easy and we were still close though. I considered him one of my best friends. He was tall with blue eyes, slender, muscular, and a great father. I was so excited when he bought a cruise for me and our children. I'd always wanted to take them somewhere and he just did this for me out of nowhere. He really was a great guy.
We were walking to the ship when I caught him checking out my ass. We had stopped having sex shortly after we split, but I did miss his cock and tongue. He had a beautiful penis. It was long and thick, with a perfectly formed head. I loved sucking it, but had an aversion to cum. I had never let a man cum in my mouth and he was no exception. He used to beg me to do it, and I'd catch him watching swallowing videos, but the taste and smell of cum was too intense for me. So he'd always warn me when he was about to cum and I'd stroke it all out on my chest. I wished I could have pleased him, I really did. Many times I decided to try letting him cum in my mouth but I would always chicken out. Granted I never told him I was going to try, I wanted to surprise him by not pulling away when he warned me. But, without fail, when I felt his cock head swell and he alerted me to the imminent explosion, I'd pull my mouth away and watch his disappointed cock spurt through the air. But, a blowjob is better than nothing and I knew he loved them regardless. So when I saw him checking me out, I knew exactly how to thank him. I wanted him to anticipate his gift while we were gone so when I hugged him goodbye, I stepped on my tip toes and whispered in his ear, making sure he felt the warmth of my breath, that he would be getting a blowjob for this. I walked away and didn't look back. I'm sure he was stunned. I'd made it clear the sexual aspect of our relationship was dead forever.
We had a fabulous time on the ship. Great food, white sand beaches, plenty of kids activities for the boys, and booze and new friends for me. It was truly the vacation I'd needed. On the last night, while my kids were asleep I curled up with my laptop and a bottle of wine. I was horny and thinking about how I was committed to giving a blowjob the following day, so I Googled blowjob tricks and tips and learned that I would never give the perfect blowjob the way I was doing it. I read pages and pages of stories of women who swallowed cum, and the health benefits of it. But above all, it was clear that it felt exponentially better for men. I knew then that I had never committed before. I had "tried" to do it. I had thought of doing it. But I had never fully committed to let Nicholas cum in my mouth. Yes it would taste disgusting, and likely make me nauseous but the thought was also a turn on. Apparently swallowing a healthy dose of semen would also give me a boost of testosterone which would elevate my mood and make me happier. Maybe it was the Merlot, but I decided right then and there: As soon as my mouth makes contact with his cock, I will keep it inside until he has blown his entire load and it was in my stomach. I swore this to myself. Then I suddenly realized it was very likely that Nicholas would have at least a 5 day load. I touched myself and realized just how wet the thought had made me.
---
Friday finally came and I picked my ex wife and kids up at the port. They all had big smiles and deep tans. It was approaching evening and we stopped at a diner and ate while they excitedly showed me digital pictures. Angela looked stunning as usual. She had on a long yellow sundress that formed around her tight body as she walked. I really hoped she was serious about the blowjob she said I would get. I knew she wouldn't purposely mislead me, but I wouldn't be shocked either if she didn't bring it up again.
When we got back to her house, we sat in her kitchen and she opened a bottle of wine. She told the kids to get ready for bed and told me all about her trip. I noticed she was drinking quite a bit of wine, she had killed half the bottle while I was still on my first glass. It wasn't like her to drink a lot, but maybe she was still on vacation until the night ended.
Suddenly she stood up and said, "Well, I'm going to take a shower and get to bed. Thank you again."
I stood up, disappointed, put on a smile and gave her a hug.