I woke up on this day and I realized I must have had a wet dream as my panties were soaked. I was feeling really good despite the fact I only had about 4 hours sleep. Why the reason for so little sleep? I couldn't help it as I was up thinking about my date with Brian and the fact that it was also my birthday.
Not a date in the traditional sense being later in the evening with dinner and a movie or other activities. But today would be a lunch date. Brian offered to treat me on my special day. Yay!
We have come to know each other a bit better since we first met. However, we were both still married. He had 2 boys. I had no kids of my own. I was fortunate enough to see him about once per week for about a month when my Wife worked evenings. I know it's wrong to stray from our wives but, neither Brian nor I was happy to keep going with things the way they were at home.
As far as sex is concerned between Brian and me, all we had done since we met was give each other blow jobs when we would see each other. Don't get me wrong, we both enjoy sucking each other's cocks. On one night we did it in the 69 position and tried to cum at the same time.
If someone had told me that sucking each other would be all that we could ever do if we were to become a married couple, and no anal sex, I would still feel happy because I was with him. And while Brian was the only man I had ever been with, for some reason I felt I need not look any further. It was so much different being with him.
Before I married Paula, I surely didn't stop at the first woman I dated. No, I wanted to meet several to hopefully make sure I had made the right decision. Things just weren't working out in my own marriage.
Things are different with Brian. I feel like I've known him much longer than I actually have. He just has a way of making you feel at ease. He has brought out emotions in me I never knew I had. Maybe it's because he is a man and knows what another man needs especially regarding sex.
While Brian describes himself as having been gay for a long time, he still chose to marry some years ago. I questioned him on the subject.
I asked him during the second time we seen each other, "Brian, why did you get married if you knew you were gay beforehand?"
He had answered, "With the way I was brought up, my parents were strict and I always felt I had to fit in and not make waves."
Myself, I always thought I was masculine but with feminine tendencies. Especially when it came to clothes I wore as I grew into adulthood. Even my Wife learned that I loved to wear women's panties and I still do. I too hid my true inner self for the most part before meeting Brian. But after meeting him I discovered a gay man within myself hiding in the closet. It had become quite clear I was gay after we become a bit closer.
It was now 10:00am. I had agreed to meet Brian about 11:30am. I called him to see if we still had a date and he said yes. Brian's told me ahead of time that his Wife went out of town for a few days to visit her Sister and said I could meet him at his house before lunch.
I had yet to take a shower and shave. I paid extra attention to get a close shave. I wanted to look my best. Just because I was going on a date with a man, didn't mean I could cut corners on how I looked. I even shaved all of my pubic hair and trimmed my nails for this occasion.
I was effeminate and not masculine like he was. So, I wondered what I should wear. It was still winter and rather cold out. I ended up picking out a pair of sexy women's button up skinny jeans paired with a lightweight pullover sweater. I also had on a pair of women's ankle booties that could pass for men's. In fact, everything I had on was feminine down to my sexy cobalt blue lace panties and matching thong.
I checked to see how I looked in the mirror before I left. To most, I thought I would appear to be a man but of the soft, feminine type which is what I was aiming for.
It was now 11:00am. I looked up his address and made my way over.
He lived not far as I found out in the next town over. I pulled up into his driveway. It was a nice 2-story house. I rang the doorbell and he answered. I was nervous all over again as I had never been to his house. After we greeted each other, we had a long embrace and passionately kissed.
Things were staring to heat up already and my cock got hard. He started to undo my belt and remove my jeans. I stopped his advances and said, "Oh my dear Brian, you know how much I want to keep going. But I feel we better control ourselves as you did promise me lunch and besides, good things come to those who wait."
He replied, "Yes, you are right it is your special day. I must be patient so thank you for reminding me. I just find you so irresistible. I want this day to be one you'll never forget."
Overall, the look must have suited me as Brian complimented me on my outfit as well. He had on a black sweater and jeans and casual shoes.
I said, "Brian you look really nice. I think we'll make for a good-looking couple at the restaurant."
He answered, "Thank you. And you look very nice too. We will indeed make a nice couple."
In a way I guess I felt guilty in front of other people when I wore my wedding ring. So, every time I seen Brian, I made sure to remove it. Doing so seemed to calm my nerves. We were getting ready to leave and Brian offered to drive.
He climbed in the driver's seat of the SUV. I immediately felt like we were married already. Even though I was a man, I felt more like I was his Wife. I was glowing. I leaned over and we kissed once more and held hands.
I said, "Oh this is going to be a great day, Brian. I was up half the night thinking about our date."
He replied, "It is indeed. And the best is yet to come, I promise."
I was melting with heartfelt emotions and warmth on the inside. I just couldn't get enough of Brian. I wanted to be with him more and more. As we were on our way to the restaurant at one point, his hand reached down and grabbed my crotch. My cock responded instantly as I took a deep breath. We both smiled.
