Ch. 01: My First Cock
So there I was, upside down with a pillow beneath my head. My feet were placed on the sofa cushion, allowing me to push my body forward enough so my cock was pointing directly toward my face. Slowly stroking, I watched the screen with one of the best blowjobs I'd ever seen going on. Oh yeah, lick the tip, now take it slowly in, more, more. That's it, all the way. So hot. Now up and down in great rhythm. I stoked a little faster as I watched. Oh wow, he's going to cum. The first spurt went directly into his mouth all over his tongue. Next shot hit beside his nose with still another on his forehead. God it's all over. Oh man, I'm cumming too. I shot on my nose first, then a direct hit into my mouth, followed by one on my chin and finally a healthy dribble down my chest. I rubbed my chest and gathered as much as possible from my chin and nose and licked it off my hand. I love the taste of my own cum.
My name is Ron. I'm in my 50s, about 5'10" 200lbs with dark hair, just starting to gray. I had been in a committed relationship with Gayle for 18 years, before our divorce 5 years ago. Our sex was great. I had only been into girls, so it surprised me when watching porn with bi scenes how I started to become so aroused watching the men giving each other blowjobs. It wasn't so much wanting a blowjob as wondering what it would be like to touch, lick and suck another mans cock.
Over the next few months, the thought remained in my mind. I began spending more time surfing gay porn sites. Watching men suck cock got me as hard as I've ever been. I would regularly stroke my cock while watching, trying to time my release with the guys on the screen. I found myself wishing more and more that it were I sucking on that cock and taking the load in my mouth. I just knew I would never have the courage to actually do it.
Then one day, after watching some porn while downing several beers, I decided to check out an adult dating site. I selected men seeking men and set up an account. This was crazy and exciting at the same time. I was unsure what to put in my profile. Since I can get rock hard just from having my nipples sucked, I decided to include that. I decided to say that I was interested in nipple sucking and tasting my first cock. Then I started checking out profiles in my area. Oh my God! There were all sorts of interesting men, but none seemed to be exactly what I was looking for. So, I logged off and went to bed, fantasizing and shooting a big load.
I checked more profiles over the next few days, but still not sold on anyone. A couple of days later, I received an email from Mike who said he shared the same interests as me and asked if I would at least exchange emails with him. OK, no harm in that and no commitment for anything, so why not? Over the next three days, we discovered we were about the same age and build. We liked a lot of the same things, like sports and gay porn, and were each looking for an opportunity to suck our first cocks.
On the fourth day, we discussed fantasies. I told him, as my profile stated, all I really wanted to do was suck nipples and cock, but I fantasized about being naked with another man, running my hands all over his body, licking his chest and sucking his nipples. I told him I would like to stand face-to-face and rub our cocks together, maybe even try kissing him before finally sinking to my knees and grabbing hold of his cock. I would stroke it to get the feel then lick the tip, hopefully with precum leaking out. I would then take him into my mouth, licking and sucking his cock and balls until he shot as I swallowed every drop.
He responded by saying he was actually shaking as he typed his response. He had almost the same fantasies. I really wanted to take this to the next level. I decided to give him my address and made arrangements to get together three days later. What had I done?
Over the next two days, I wondered if I really had the courage to go through with this. It was one thing to share fantasies by e-mail, but a totally different and frankly frightening thing to actually go through with it in person. But, thinking about finally having the opportunity to do what I had only dreamed of doing a few months earlier, I made the decision to go through with it.
As I prepared for Mike's arrival, I showered and was hard as hell just thinking about what was about to happen. It was difficult to resist the urge to pump my cock and shoot right then. I resisted though, hoping Mike would take care of that for me. I dressed in a t-shirt and jeans leaving my underwear in the drawer. I hoped Mike would like the surprise.
Mike arrived on time and rang the doorbell. As I opened the door, I observed a nice looking man with short brown hair, dark brown eyes and warm smile. He was dressed in a light blue polo shirt and faded jeans. I liked what I saw. I invited him in and greeted him with a warm handshake. We decided to start with a beer, sat and just talked for a while. We talked about the website we met on. Mike said he had been surfing the site for about a year, but hadn't decided to actually pursue anyone until he read my profile. He said he found it simple and inviting. I felt a little more at ease and liked where this was heading.
