The evening had gone well so far, we'd eaten and talked for about two hours and after the first bit of hesitancy things rolled on smoothly. It was easy to talk to him and I enjoyed listening to him. There was still some trepidation about what would come next but I was hopeful for an enjoyable experience. We finished our dinner and he paid the check. We left the restaurant and headed out to our cars. He walked me to my car, as we arrived I turned and we exchanged some final words. T It had finally come the first moment of apprehension. As I thanked him again for nice evening, he stepped into me and I felt his hands slip to my waist. He spoke softly, telling me he too had enjoyed the evening so far and asked if I was in a hurry to end it?
Moment of truth, was this truly what I wanted to happen? He took my hesitation as a sign of acceptance, as he moved closer, bringing his face close to mine, I felt his lips brush my own. The warmth of his lips elicited a slight gasp, causing my lips to part slightly. He picked up on this and I felt his tongue slip between my lips and begin exploring my mouth. The feeling was not what I expected, it was somehow more intense. It was if an electricity had coursed through me. I moaned lightly and I felt his arms encircle me pulling me closer, holding me tighter, his kiss becoming more aggressive. I found myself sucking at his tongue responding to his attention.
He finally broke the kiss after several minutes. I sighed whether in relief or in frustration at it having ended, I'm not sure. As stepped back I heard him say that the evening didn't have to end right here. He then asked if I'd like to go someplace where we could continue getting to know each other. Still a little stunned, I simply nodded. Smiling he asked if I'd like to go back to his place. I recovered enough to tell him I would like that very much. He opened my car door for me and as I got in, told me to follow him, that his place wasn't far. He closed my door and I watched as he walked to his own car.
My thoughts were racing. I had done this on a whim, accepted his dinner invitation, more on a bet with myself than anything else. Now here I was watching this 6' man walk to his car and knowing that everything I had fantasized about might just be coming true, tonight! I started up my car and pulled out waiting for him to proceed me. As we drove to his apartment, again my mind wandered. It wasn't too late to back out. Was I really going to go through with this?
Sex had never been a big priority in my life, until now. I was alone after a long relationship and now it seemed to dominate me. I had found I was sexually excited by gay sex as a young man when I saw my first gay sex film, but had never acted on it. Now that I was alone again, that old feeling of excitement had resurfaced. It had started with some gay porn and masturbation, but as the days went on, the feelings intensified and the thought of actually experiencing sex with another man began to form in my mind and eventually became an obsession. Now here I was, following a man back to his place with the potential of ending up in bed with him.