A First Time - I Become a Man's Man

I awoke to the smell of coffee brewing, and the sound of a shower running. A sense of panic overcame me as I realized that I wasn't at home, safe in my own bed. I opened my eyes and realized I was in Jimmy's bed, a gay man's bed. I had the urge to flee and looked for my clothes, but didn't see them, remembering Jimmy had stripped me in the living room. I lay back down and questioned, did he fuck me, or did I fuck him? Or did we fuck each other? I knew I enjoyed it, as difficult as it is to admit that. Being an alfa male, always in control, always on top, getting fucked was different. I did love having Jimmy's big cock deep in me, pounding me. It was so hot watching his muscular chest and abs flexing with each stroke. I especially loved feeling his cock jerk in my ass as he unloaded his seed in me. I was coming to accept what happened. The sound of the shower sounded inviting and I needed to take a piss, so I got up and walked into the bathroom and saw Jimmy in the shower washing his hair. I admired his muscular, hairy, masculine body, thinking he could probably have any woman he wanted. I stood there pissing, unable to take my eyes off him, and knew that I wanted him again.

He saw me and said, "shake that hot cock of yours off and join me".

I stepped into the large, glass enclosed shower and walked up to Jimmy, put my arms around his neck and kissed him. It felt so natural, so hot to be kissing this hunk. I wanted him, and I wanted, needed him to want me. We continued to hug and kiss under the warm shower as it sprayed over us. It was so erotic. I had never taken a shower with anyone before. So many firsts with this awesome man! I felt our hard cocks rubbing together and knew I wanted Jimmy's cock in my mouth. I sank down to my knees and engulfed his big cock and started bobbing up and down it's length. I was craving the taste of his delicious cum and wanted him to feed me. Each time I took his cock into my throat my nose would be in his pubic bush. I glanced up his trail of hair, across his firm stomach to his muscular, hairy chest. I loved having his cock in my mouth as I admired his impressive masculinity. Our gazes met and he smiled down at me and licked his lips.

"Oh, Joe, I love your young hot mouth. You are a great cock sucker. Oh, yeah."

I saw his chest starting to heave as his breathing was getting heavy and I saw that look in his eyes and knew he was getting close. I grabbed the base of his cock and started stroking the shaft as I continued to work on his cock head with my mouth, working it hard to coax his delicious cum to erupt in my mouth. He arched his back, pushing his cock into my mouth and I felt the first blast, followed by several more. I enjoyed his cum, swallowing it and milked out the last couple of drops.

He grabbed me under my arms and pulled me to my feet and kissed me passionately. He spun me around, pushing me up against the smooth tile wall, and started massaging my chest. He pinched my right nipple as he kissed his way down my chest and began sucking my left nipple, sending shivers through my body. I had no idea how exciting it was and how hot his nipple play was. He continued to kiss his way down my smooth stomach to my raging hard on. He took my throbbing cock in his mouth and began to expertly suck my cock like only a gay man can. The shower was spraying on his back as I watched my cock disappear in and out of his mouth. It was so hot having this handsome, bearded man devouring my cock. The recognition that I was loving man sex scared me. I grabbed his head and started thrusting my cock deep into his mouth, fucking his face as I exploded. He continued sucking, milking me dry. My legs were weak and I started sliding down the wall, and he caught me in his strong arms. He started kissing me and I could taste my cum in his mouth, and thought to myself that a cum kiss is much better than a pussy kiss.

We finished showering and drying off and Jimmy grabbed my hand and said "let's get a cup of coffee and go watch the sunrise" and led me into the kitchen. We grabbed big mugs of coffee and walked out onto his deck, still naked. The sun was just coming up over the city. I felt so comfortable with Jimmy and wondered what this all meant and where it would go from here.

"Jimmy, I need to pick up my car from the shop before noon. can you give me a ride?"

"Sure, but I don't want you rushing off. How do you feel about what's happening between us? I'm really attracted to you and want to see more of you. That was some of the best sex I've ever had."

"Jimmy, I have to admit I've enjoyed everything we've done, and you are a real hunk. I'm having trouble getting my head around being with a man, being gay, and you have to be 20 years older than me. That I'm confused would be an understatement."

"Joe, I am here for you. I'll be your friend, confidant, shoulder to lean on. I will support you as you work this out and come to accept being gay. I hope we can be lovers, but I'll be your friend no matter what."

He hugged me and we kissed in a gentle, romantic way. His strong arms held me tightly, and I loved the feel of his hairy chest on mine.

"Joe, come back over this evening and I'll take you out for a big steak dinner, then we can come back here and have some more fun."

"I'm already looking forward to it."