(A true account of my affair with Danny) Β© Alex Carr 2010
I had felt for a long time the need to be with another guy so I went for it and started chatting on the gay sites on the web. It wasn't as easy to find someone as I thought. There were many who seemed just to want to talk, exchange pictures and naughty cams on MSN. I almost gave up hope when about three times I arranged to meet someone and they didn't turn up. I felt absolutely gutted and realised I had been taken for a ride, that they were only using me on the net for their own kinky ends.
Well, I had almost given up, thinking it would never happen, when out of the blue came Danny - and what made it good is that he only lived five miles away.
Well it was on, would he turn up I wondered, it was to be in the supermarket car park, we both had a picture of each other so we could identify and Danny did give me details of his car. He was about forty, ten years older than me.
That day was especial because somehow I just had a feeling in my bones that it would be a good day.
Nervously I entered the car park at about the prearranged time of 10am, I saw a car flash its lights And there he was staring through the windscreen with a nice welcoming smile, that made me feel at ease straight away, he was quite pleasant to look at in real; life, not much different from his pictures - knowing how some try to fool you online.
He opened the passenger door and I sort of gingerly got in, always with the doubt in my mind if I was doing the right thing, but me thinking Pete just let yourself go and follow your basic instincts, you want to meet a guy don't you, you want to discover what it is like having a relationship with one?
We soon got chatting, mainly about our likes and dislikes. He told me he was divorced, that they broke up because of his turning to homosexuality, although he was still a bisexual and would I mind if occasionally he went with a woman, but that it was most unlikely after his experience with his ex.
I likes him straight away and for being open and honest. I was going to be equally truthful with him, that I was a virgin, that I hadn't even been with a woman, there was a time at high school when this guy touched me up, we went into the library for a while where it was quiet and just stood there feeling each other, but he soon came in his jeans and that was that, I never saw him again because he left. But I remembered it was quite exiting and thrilling to feel another guy like that.
I explained to Danny just how it was, he smiled, his hand covered mine and guided it to the bulge I saw in his trousers. There was no need to say anything, we both new what we wanted. I boldly squeezed him, he laid back, closed his eyes and murmured something about please don't stop.
I was surprising myself how bold I was, but was enjoying it, somehow it all seemed so natural and right, and it seemed as though Danny and I had known each other for yonks!
Then I felt an urge I'd never felt before, I had often fantasised what it would be like to suck a guy but never thought I would have the courage to go for it, but with Danny it seemed okay, next thing I knew I had unzipped him and out, through the fly of his boxer shorts, popped his very strong erection.
"You got it ,Pete, that's lovely, stretch it back, baby?"
It was lovely, standing there, waiting for attention, I took time to study it, watched Danny jerk it just a little, as if to tantalise me. I took a deep breath in like Danny suggested, breathed in the scent of cock.
And when I did I relished, yes actually relished the smell of it. And me thinking it would be repugnant to me, but somehow the opposite effect made me want to take it deep into my mouth, to suck cock for the very first time, I closed my eyes, opened wide and went for it, edging in the head first - and soon I was sucking Danny like a good'un. It was lovely, soothing and so pliable as he squeezed the base and moved it around in my mouth, gently wanking at the same time
But just as he was getting to a paint of no return some people came bringing their shopping to the car next to ours and Danny asked me to stop, zipping himself up, very conscious I guess about being caught in a public place, I was soon to find out he was very particular about that and realised If we were really going to let ourselves go it would have to be very private.
And I was just getting into it, he must have realised my disappointment.
"I know a place where we can finish it, will have to be quick though is that okay, Pete?
"Of course," I replied noticing his bulge was still very large beneath his trousers and I had developed a hard on too. As we drove off to this secret place he told me how nice it was to have another guy wank him instead of doing it himself, it is so different.
For the first time I felt his touch as he rubbed me up taking one hand from the wheel for a moment. I felt this wonderful surge come up my spine, the way he massaged me was wonderful, it was so good to have an experienced guy doing it too, just that certain touch and the way he felt me. I closed my eyes and enjoyed something I had never had before, another guy feeling my cock.