Then a strong hand clamped on my arm and I was hoisted to my feet. I felt like one of those guys you see in the movies...You know they're crawling through the sand and up ahead there's a small lake of water and glorious green palm trees. They get closer only to discover it was a mirage.
I knew the person standing in front of me was a fireman but I couldn't get my brain to quite believe it because just maybe he would disappear too. I must have looked like I was going to fall over because he bent slightly and I was thrown over his shoulder.
Now I need to say here that yes even though I am gay I do like to take on the role of "the guy" so being carried like I was a girl did nothing for my ego. And I also need to say that I not small by any means so this guy must have been really strong because he carried me like I weighed nothing. I realize I should not have been concerned with these stupid thoughts because my building was on fire but in my defense I had taken a pretty bad knock to the head!
I closed my eyes and just about choked the poor guy in a death grip and I am sure it was only minutes but my God I just know time stopped. We seemed to be in that stairwell for hours! Finally the door to the outside world swung open and the blinding sunlight hit my face.
Almost by instinct I sucked in the fresh air in one huge gulp and then promptly threw up everywhere! Lucky for my rescuer his jacket washes off easily. He sat me down on the sidewalk and pulled off his mask. Holy crap what amazing eyes! He waved over a paramedic who began to clean me up and tend to the gash on my head.
I opened my mouth to say something...Not sure what it was going to be probably something lame like "thank you" but my throat was so raw I made a pathetic croaking sound. He patted my shoulder and smiled in a way that I am sure he does a lot because I can't be the only stupid person he's rescued.
"You take care now ok". His voice was almost lost in the noise and surrounding chaos. His name on the front of his jacket read HUGHES, which I assumed, was his last name.
I committed that to memory as he joined his crew and went back into the building to do "his thing". The paramedic suggested that I needed to go get checked out at the hospital because it looked like I was going to need stitches. Crap! I hate hospitals..I hate everything about hospitals. So grudgingly I permitted him to escort me to a waiting ambulance and was whisked off to some God-forsaken corner of the city where people awaited me with sharp things and that horrible backless gown!
While I waited for my turn at being tortured I was given some oxygen I guess to combat the smoke that I had inhaled and was told to put on that stupid gown! I kept myself occupied by checking out some of the cute doctors and reading a very old Time magazine. I heard some kind of commotion going on just outside my room and went to investigate.
There was my fireman..Well you know what I mean..being led by the arm, his jacket smoldering and his face covered in black. Coughing just as I had done and being scolded by someone I could only guess was his boss.
"Dammit Shawn. You know better than that!" His boss continued to berate him even as he received treatment for both his cough and what looked like a nasty burn to his neck.
So Shawn is it..Well now as least I knew his whole name.