Misgivings shot through me as I folded helplessly over the couch, Aron's hand effortlessly holding me in place. My own body weight worked against me in this position- basically he could keep me from shifting as was necessary to get up off the couch with his one hand. His other hand was on his well lubed cock, spiraling it against my slick, virgin ass. He wasn't shoving, but each rotation it went a little deeper, wallowing the outside of my asshole but not straining the tight ring of muscle that would be the cause of any pain I'd feel.
I started believing in his gentleness again, that flash of surrender I'd felt when I'd wanted to accept him wholly; allow him to take me for his own pleasure while easing me into this new experience in easy stages I could handle. His words were an echo to my thoughts. Never ceasing his massage of my tight hole, he leaned forward a bit (Not removing that controlling hand on my back, the still terrified part of my mind reported), and asked if I was still sure that I wanted to do this.
Against the couch's back my cock was harder than I could ever remember- the skin stretched so tight it hurt- and I was feeling things from my asshole I never had before. I heard my voice, shaky and a little scared, saying, "Yeah... just...take it easy at first, OK?". The pressure from his prick on my ass ring increased a bit- not enough to force itself in but enough so that my muscles were forced to tighten to keep the invader out. "Alright, I need you to try to relax for me then. This is going to hurt at first, and you might want me to stop. Will you give me 10 minutes, and if you want me to stop then, I will...?". I now know what he was saying, but at that moment I was just overcome with gratitude over his understanding. "Sure".