BILL
In the two months since my wife began dating Drew our lives have taken a dramatic turn.
That morning that Drew came to our condo looking for Shelly was transformative.
That was the first time I had submitted to another man, giving into my closeted desire to suck another man's cock.
It was an incredible sexual rush for me.
But when Shelly pulled us into the bedroom, giddy with excitement and laughing at how turned on I was by Drew's big dick, things did not turn out quite the way I expected.
I thought we might have a threesome.
But Drew really wanted no part of man-to-man action — even if he was only the recipient. He was totally into my wife, and she was into him way more than she was into me.
I was able to eat her pussy and occasionally touch and even lick his cock. But he wasn't crazy about me touching him, and even kind of recoiled when I did.
I was between her legs licking her luscious pussy when she told him to fuck her. "Please, Baby, give my that big hard dick of yours!" she said. "I need you in me right now. Right now Baby! Please!"
He moved me aside and lined his cock up with her pussy. But then he just kind of teased her, placing just the tip of his cock inside, then pulling out.
"Come on Sweetheart, don't tease me!" she screamed. "Give it to me! Fuck me, God dammit!"
Then he plunged into her and she wrapped her legs around him, pulling his head down for deep, open-mouth kissing.
It was incredibly erotic. It turned me on so much I started masturbating as I watched them, spellbound.
"You need this now don't you Baby? He said. "You need my big cock now don't you?"
"Oh my God, yes, yes, yes," she said. "I can't get enough of you and your big dick. It's so good. So fucking amazing!"
"You are mine now, Sweetheart!" he said.
"MMMMmmmmm," she moaned. "Just fuck me. Keep fucking me!"
I closed my eyes as my orgasm hit, my cum landing on my left leg and the bed.
Eventually, I left them, got dressed and went for a walk to try to sort things out in my mind.
Later, when Drew left and we had time together, Shelly and I shared our thoughts about where all of this had taken us.
I told her that her affair with Drew was obviously a big turn on for me — strange as that seems. But it also hurts me deeply. Hurts me to the core. Especially since it was now clear she wants him more than me.
Plus, I am still deeply in love with my wife.
Shelly broke down in tears, as I held her in my arms, telling me she never thought another man could come between us. She thought this was just going to be a kind of erotic adventure as the two of us had discussed over the previous days and weeks.
But she admitted, she had fallen in love with Drew. She needed him now — physically and emotionally.
I angrily told her she promised this would not happen, that she would always be mine.
She was sobbing as I held her at arms length from me.
"I know, I know. I didn't want this to happen," she said. "But he has just become the center of my life, the object of everything I want and desire. I can't help it, Baby! I am so sorry! I am in love with him!"
An hour later, she was showered, dressed and headed over to be with Drew.
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Now, about two months later, I am the odd man out. Drew sleeps with my wife in our master bedroom. I have moved into the spare bedroom.
At first, I think they tried to be somewhat discreet about their relationship in public. But by the way they looked at each other, sometimes discreetly touching each other and just generally the way they behaved with each other, you could tell that they had become intimate.
And in recent weeks, they gave up any pretense of discretion. They were going out together more and more — for lunch, for walks even weekend dates.
Shelly had stopped wearing her engagement and wedding rings.
Eventually, all of our friends and neighbors knew my wife and Drew had become lovers, and that he had replaced me in my wife's love life.
Now, at this point, Shelly and I are no longer intimate. She and Drew have become exclusive. And now they have become very open about their relationship.
Last Sunday, I was in the pool at our condo complex playing water volleyball with a group of our neighbors when Shelly and Drew came through the gate to the pool deck holding hands.
Some people turned and looked at me, and I just kind of gave a look of resignation and acceptance. One guy leaned over to me and said "That is fucking outrageous! Why is she holding hands with him? Why is she always with him now?"
"I can't totally explain it," I said. "But, as much as it hurts me to see that, I just think she seems to need him now."
They were putting their towels on side-by-side loungers. Next he was rubbing her down with sunscreen. Then she was caressing him as she rubbed sunscreen onto him. They were clearly a couple, and making no attempt to hide it.
I had to get out of the pool and leave, I just couldn't take the public humiliation anymore.
And yet... and yet, back at our condo, I was so aroused by the way I saw them behave in public — in front of our friends and in front of me — that I went into my bedroom and jerked off to the images of them almost flaunting their Love affair!
Some of our neighbors shun us now. Some look at me with pity; some with disgust that I could accept such an arrangement.
Shelly almost seems to glow when she is with him. I have to admit, they look amazing together — both of them so fit and sexy.
Other things have changed too.
With Shelly's encouragement, I have now accepted and embraced my bisexuality, my desire to be with a man.
I have gone to a few gay nightclubs to meet men. I have danced with a few guys — even wound up in one guy's car making out with him and sucking his dick.
It still turns me on when I think of the way he held my head, pumping me up and down on his hard dick.
Then, when I felt him tense up, I knew he was about to cum and started to pull off. But he held me there and I didn't resist. I wanted to taste his cum.
It wasn't the taste, but the idea of it that gave me a huge sexual rush. I swallowed every drop and licked the last remnants from his beautiful cock. Then we kissed with open mouths, with this guy — Ed — tasting some of the cum I had licked from his dick.
I replayed every delicious moment of that encounter when I got home and masturbated to an incredible orgasm.
