Eleven years had passed since the life changing experience in the adult theater and the time spent at William's home. For a month after the weekend of my surrender, I tried to over come the sense of shame and guilt of being so free sexually. I went to that theater several times but I only saw a movie. I stopped by William's home once, but his housekeeper told me that he was in Japan on an extended business trip. I tried to find Ana but that too was unsuccessful. After several disappointing attempts to meet new sexually active people, I decided that my experience was just a memorable fantasy.
After receiving my MBA I accepted a position with a high tech company, Thomas Systems in Orlando, Florida. I subsequently met and married a wonderful woman, and we have two children. Our sex life has been active and she is open to new things. While I have not tried to expand my sexual activities beyond our marriage, there are times when the memories of that time flood back and I become extremely horny. While masturbation can help, it does not have the same relief it once did.
I am back in Columbus representing our company in an effort to win a $50 million contract with a subsidiary of Honda Motors USA. Scheduled to make a presentation to the consultant, Brickmeyer and Company Attorneys and Advisors, the next afternoon, I arrived on a late afternoon flight from Orlando and immediately checked into the Hyatt hotel which was about 4 blocks from the office meeting location at the Huntington Building. I decided to take a drive down "memory lane" and visit some of the old places I used to hang out. As an Assistant Vice President with Thomas Systems I received an upgraded car rental. This provided comfort and style as I relived old memories.
About an hour into my drive I passed the Garden Theater. This was the place where I first met William. The building was closed and a sign on the front door read, "Future Home of American Auto Parts" But while the use of the property would change my cock reacted to eleven years ago. It immediately became hard as a rock. Memories of me sitting naked from the waist down to my knees with a stranger stroking my cock flooded my mind. I could feel the hot, cum exploding from my cock like a volcano. The sense of being totally vulnerable to another person who did something so personal as masturbating me was both humiliating and very erotic. How I had allowed a total stranger to take control of my body remained an erotic mystery. Sitting in that theater so totally relieved and satisfied was beyond anything I had ever experienced. At that moment I converted old resistance to a willingness to do anything to experience that feeling of sexual release and surrender. That single night has haunted my fantasies ever since.
My hard cock became painful and begged for relief. I needed to do something, but this was not the time to masturbate. I pulled into a Wendy's a block down the street and ordered a coke with lots of ice. Once I pulled away from the drive thru, I put the ice cup between my legs. This gave me some relief but my fantasies turned to submission and took control. I turned the car around driving to my hotel as quickly as possible. Pre-cum was already dripping from my cock and I was afraid it would show on my pants. Parking the car in the hotel's garage, I took the elevator to 7th floor and almost ran to my room. The erection had returned. The fantasy of being naked, vulnerable to the commands of another kept filling my head. These recurring thoughts have been with me since William took control years earlier. Rushing though my mind and body I just wanted to strip and masturbate. As soon as the room door closed, I started to strip. Within less than a minute I was naked. My erect cock pounded.
An imaginary voice started to order me to submit to its demands and stroke my cock. It kept saying, "You belong to your master and must obey my command. Your naked body belongs to me and each part of it should be open to me. Your cock and ass belong to one who is superior to you so submit."
"Now my sub, start stroking your cock, I want cumβhot, white cum. Do it now."
As the sexual pressure built, my cock became as hard as a rock and turned blood red. The pain became more intense. I began to moan as the erotic pleasure grew even stronger.
The voice said, "You are my slave and must obey me. Stick your finger up your ass and realize I own you. NOW, release your cum."
With that order I exploded with cum flowing from me. With such energy expended I just fell to the floor. At that point the voice seemed to stop. I had a sexual experience that relieved my tension and I now lay like a naked baby on the floor. Very weak but relieved of the sexual tension that had started by simply driving by the old theater.
After 15 minutes or so I got off the floor and collapsed on the bed. For the first time in eleven years I went to bed naked. Not even my wife and I sleep naked after sex. This felt good and after all I was alone so who carried.
At 6:00 AM my wake-up call was received. After a few minutes of trying to get oriented I had a rush of guilt. I was representing the company on an important contract bid. I had a moment of passion last night but now it was time to get professional. Mr. Thomas had sent me because I knew more about our service and quality control than anyone else in the company. He said the odds of us getting this contract were not good. Our competitor, Royal Blue International, would be at least 10 percent cheaper than our best price. His objective was to get increase Thomas Systems presence with Brickmeyer that had many clients in both the US and overseas. Our Vice President of Marketing would normally make this type of presentation, however, he was out on medical leave.
After making a call to my wife and the office for any final instructions, I had a late breakfast; made certain all of my presentations materials were ready; and verified with UPS that the sample materials that had been shipped for the meeting had in fact been delivered.
My appointment was for 1:00 PM at the Brickmeyer and Company office. Since their office was only four blocks from my hotel, I decided to walk. It was a beautiful day and I wanted to work off some pre-meeting tension. Memories of last night and that night eleven years ago also continued to haunt me. If that old theater was still open, I would have gone to a movie just for the memories. My focus had to be on this meeting.
Arriving 15 minutes before the scheduled time I reported to the receptionist and waited to be called into the meeting room. After a 30-minute wait, an associate of Brickmeyer, her name was Holly came out to greet me and escort me into the room. There were nine people present including representatives of Apex Systems, the subcontractor for Honda, a representative from Honda; Brickmeyer's staff and a face I quickly recognized. It was William! William Brickmeyer was "William" from my past. He shook my hand but acted like this was the first time we had met. My cock unfortunately recognized him and an erection was starting. I quickly sat at the table and hoped I could keep it come under control.
After my presentation which lasted for an hour, questions from the participants and discussions followed. Tthe meeting ended at 5:30. Before I could leave, Brickmeyer said, "James, I have invited a few people to my home for dinner tonight I would like you to join us."
"Thank you, Mr. Brickmeyer, but I have a late flight back to Orlando since this was only scheduled to be a one-day meeting."
"James, there have been a couple of developments that you may not be aware of yet. I called Ted Thomas during the break and asked him if you would stay for another day or two as we continue discussions. The $50 Million contract has in fact become a $97 Million, two-year deal. He has his pricing team working up new numbers to send you tomorrow morning. There will be an additional meeting or two to work through the details. Royal Blue is also working up a new proposal. You will want to call Ted when you get back to the hotel. I will send a car for you at 7:00. I live in Easton and it will take about 30 minutes to get to my home."
"By the way James, I remember you from days gone by. You look great today. We will have to catch-up when you are at the house."
Those comments sent a wave or both fear and expectation through me. My fantasies became active again just at the thought of possible reliving some of that past. My controlled-self, assured me that this was business and I was a responsible, married man who left the past behind eleven years ago.
William left the room. Holly, one of his attorneys said, "I will see you at 7:00. I understand you are at the Hyatt at the Convention Center is that correct?"
"Yes, that is correct. I walked from the hotel so I must hurry to get back to extend my reservation, call Orlando, and get dressed."
Holly responded, "Not a problem I will have Diane run you back to the hotel. We have already extended your reservation and will rebook your flight home once we have finished out meeting. By the way, Harriet Greenfield from Royal Blue will also be joining us."
As Diane, one of Brickmeyer's associates, took me to the hotel, I could only imagine what could happen this evening. Nothing like having dinner with the competition with a potential $97 Million contract up for negotiation. The fact that William remembered me also provided some additional questions. Again, my cock started to react a fantasy.
Calling home first I told my wife, Mary Kay, that I would be staying longer than anticipated. The potential case was larger than expected. Although I still felt we were not really a contender with Royal Blue's cost advantage, Mr. Thomas wanted me to stay here. She understood.
My next call was to Mr. Thomas. He said, "James, you must have done a fantastic job because according to Brickmeyer we are still in serious contention. We are repricing for the revised contract and will work all night if needed to get it done. Expect a fax to your hotel by 6:00 AM with our bid. You have done a great job so far. Whether we get this contract or not, you have helped build a relationship with Brickmeyer that will be useful for future deals."