I've always had a free use fantasy, for as long as I can remember, but I've only been in one relationship where I got to indulge it. One exclusive relationship in my mid-20s where by BF had as high a sex drive as mine, and understood that I always was fine with him fucking me any time, anywhere and he never had to ask. Six great months of random fucks in the middle of the night, the morning, lunch break, pulled over on the side of the road... but I digress.
A few years ago I met a guy from Virginia, back in the wonderful days of Craigslist, and we had a few hot hotel hookups when he was in town for work or visiting family. We kept in touch but only got to connect one or two times a year. One day, he emailed me and told me he'd be coming up for a whole weekend and showed me he'd gone on prep, and had negative rest results. He made it very clear he was coming up and that he was going to cum in me, something I hadn't done in quite a while.
Phil is a few years younger than me, about 5'10 and 275, with a shaved head and a handsome face. He's got a belly and works in IT. I like usually like my guys around my age or older (especially older) but I'm into the dad bod type. Also, he has an almost comically huge cock. 8" and thick, and he was always hard with a ridiculously short refractory period. The second biggest all-around cock I've had in my life, and easily one of the craziest to get fucked with because of his stamina and the fact that he gets hard again 15 minutes after fucking. At the time of this get together I was 36, and I'm 6' 200 with buzzed brown hair and an average 6.5" cock. I work out but have a dad bod myself, and an ass that guys seem to love.
I got to the hotel, and Phil answered the door naked and rock hard. He immediately grabbed me and we started making out, and then he was pulling off my clothes. I love how he takes control of our encounters. I feel like a living, breathing sex toy for him as he directs me on what he wants. In no time I was on my knees, doing my best to get his huge cock in my mouth. He had just showered and I enjoyed working his dick as best I could, and then his balls. Then he had me lay down on the bed on my back with my head over the side as he grabbed each side of my face and fucked my mouth for a while. I'm not one of those deep-throating porn stars but I do love sucking a nice dick and I could tell he was enjoying myself.
Finally, he was ready to fuck me. I've taken my share of cocks but I always have butterflies around Phil. Part of it is we have a great connection. He knows just what buttons to press, mentally and physically. I love how he kisses me and how much he's obviously into me. And part of it is he really has a huge dick and while I know I can take it, it definitely is about at the max of what I can take and leaves me aching (in a good way!) for the next few days.