"Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." I cast my eyes down.
He gently cups his hand under my chin and lifts it to meet his gaze, radiating grace.
"No worries, bud. I didn't say to stop, you know." He winks at me again and I let out a small apology again under my breath. "No need to apologize, I liked it! You can even leave a few love bites if you want, just as long as we keep them below the collar, okay kiddo?"
I nod, and the wave of compassion that he has set in motion breaks over me, making my legs feel weaker at the knees.
"Do you wanna lay on the bed at all? I like kissing while laying down 'cause then I can really get into it." I say, worried that I might break the magic of this embrace.
"What if we checked what was in my bag first? I can change into some clean clothes if you want, I've been working up a sweat tonight." he responds.
"No!" I almost shouted. "It's okay, I kinda like it when guys are a bit musky."
"Good boy, that's what I like to hear." He leans down to open his bag as he says this, and I can hear the implied wink in his voice, seemingly his trademark. I had heard those first two words before from many enthusiastic blowjob recipients, but this felt different. I wasn't trying to impress him, in fact I was still confused why he found me so desirable in the first place. I hadn't done anything particularly out of the ordinary in terms of sexiness, and here I was with one of the most attractive men I had ever seen, let alone let into my bedroom. It made me feel like I was doing something right, something worthy of praise.
He pulls open the long zipper of his bag and reveals a series of cloth sleeves, each containing their own unknown device. It feels like X-rated Christmas, and this is Santa's sack, ready to be unwrapped. I can't believe the pure power that this bag has; a whole world of unknown pleasures is sitting within a foot of me. As he rummages through the goodies, he seems to know exactly what he's looking for. I can hear the sound of fabric rubbing between heavy pieces of rubber, a few jingling buckles, and some heavy metal clinking as well while my brain reels with images of the listings for toys and gear that I had windowshopped for as a teen. Finally, he pulls out a small, lumpy velvet bag and holds it up for me to see in the glow of my desk lamp.
"I know you said you like to top, but how open are you to wearing this while we made out?" He unsheathes the toy inside, revealing a buttplug that looked like it had been microwaved for 10 seconds and then dropped down a flight of stairs. I can't parse what I'm looking at, but he senses my confusion and continued, "It's shaped like that to be more ergonomic. It'll fit inside ya a lot better than a traffic cone shaped one, and the kidney shaped part will rub against your prostate just right every time ya clench your tight hole." Wink.
I nodded fast despite the blood rushing to my head. I had fingered myself and bottomed for the occasional guy if he had appropriately sized cock, but toys were new for me. The idea of keeping my ass stuffed to the brim while he could still use both hands to caress my body and continue to kiss me made my mouth water. I was so beyond ready.
I push the sheets and blankets off of my bed and let them cascade to the floor as I sit down on the edge. I'm ready to trust this complete stranger with access to the most private and intimate part of my body, and something about the thrill of the game only heightened my pleasure. As he moved towards the bed, I laid back and made space for him on the other side.
To be continued...