He woke several times to the blurred sensations of blood and sex. He knew he had fucked the little avien several times. Shadow's dreams confirmed it. They were a kaleidoscope of feathered flesh and hot movements. He kept repeating one in his dreams. He didn't remember doing it, but the dream was highly detailed and repeated often enough to assure him he had. In the dreams, the avien was beneath him clutched securely in his muscled arms. Hawk did not seem to notice his feathers getting ruffled or even bent, as he drove himself into him again and again. The hot, little boy pushed back into him eagerly urging him to do more. Sometimes, he heard the noise of the other boys milling about the room. Shade didn't know if he liked the idea of being watched, but sometimes...the sound turned him on even worse. He liked the urgent, little noises coming from Hawk; it was hard to believe he had almost let a dragon eat him. Then, he considered Tarkin'ton using his little slut in this very same way and his jealousy burned. The boy did everything he could think of to erase his anger. It must have worked, too. Shadow stopped thinking of Tar entirely, seeing only Hawk and sleeping deeply. He had no idea of how long he slept, but he knew it was a restless sleep filled with noises and waking moments. He woke to the sound of yelling. Hawk soothed him with gentle words as he woke slowly. "It is nothing. Just and angry vampire looking for trouble," the boy murmured to him. "Your wards are sealing him out. He cannot get in."
"How long have I been down here," he asked huskily. Hawk looked reluctant to answer. He saw more than a few bite marks on his delicate body.
"You needed it," he argued defensively when Shadow narrowed his eyes at him.
"How have you kept me here? Few can make me sleep; fewer still can command me while I slumber." His fear began to rise making him uneasy.
"Shade," the boy protested with hurt eyes. "You do feel better, don't you?"
Yeah, actually, he thought in mild surprise. He felt better than he had in a very long time. The door pounded again drawing his attention. A muffled snarl came from the other side. It made him jerk and the other boys in the room reacted to his movement with shrieks of fright. "Tar can't get in," Shade whispered in worry.
"Yes, he can," Hawk argued, "he is your companion!"
"Not if I am unconscious," Shadow snarled releasing the warding on the room. Hawk moved away warily offering comfort to the others as he herded them to the back of the room. His eyes alone showed his concern as he steadily met Shade's gaze without backing down. Pevin seeped into the room as the light returned to its normal gloom.
"Where are the keys?" Pevin didn't look so sweet and mild this morning. "Why couldn't I get in? The boys are starving! You have been feeding off of them," he accused.
"Have I," Shadow asked in dazed disorientation. "I only remember sleeping... the avien boy...I know I fed on him." Pevin motioned for Hawk to come to him. There was only one wound on the boy's neck. Not a trace remained on him. Not even the scent of sex, and it should have lingered on his skin for weeks.
Hawk met Pevin's suspicious black eyes and agreed. "It is as he says. He fed on me and slept, but I am well. We all agreed not to wake him. As you see, we have fruit we brought in and we ate plenty before that." He looked down on the last part no longer comfortable with that silver-laced jet boring into him. "No one has starved!"
"How have you been getting outside? It has been a week!"
"I have not needed to go out. I have been here at his side! Haven't I?" Hawk glanced back at Shadow desperately. Shade created a bowl of fruit and several strips of dried meat. He didn't even feel drained by it. "See...see...look!"
Pevin studied them both strangely. "Tarkin'ton was worried! He couldn't reach him either." As if to add meaning to his comment, the ghostly apparition appeared at his side! Looking scared, Tar reached out to touch him as Shade flinched away from the wispy hand. It dropped away helplessly.
"I was tired. I knew I would sleep," Shade said sounding thirsty. "Sorry, I didn't know I would be out for so long," he tried to explain wondering at the fear in Tar's expression. "I sealed the room, Tar! I was safe..."
"You sealed it against us! Not everyone," Tarkin'ton hissed in frustration. "Someone was in here! I felt him enter the house and this room...I felt the intruder, Shade!"
"I must have slept through it. The only disturbance I heard...was the two of you."
Tar snarled, "The next time you seal me out, seal out everything! Or I will find an assassin to finish this between us forever," he threatened angrily. Pevin smirked as he blinked out. Then, the boy turned on his heel and followed the ghost thing back upstairs.
Hawk shut the door he left standing open and sighed in relief. "That will be terribly difficult for him to do," he remarked winsomely, "The only thing you didn't seal out was light clan. Somehow I cannot see a Holy Temple Guardian becoming an assassin," he mused with a small, pleased smile. Neither could Shadow...but then...
"Who was here, Hawk?"
"My lord," the boy inquired looking far too innocent for someone he knew was guilty as sin of the accusations leveled at him.
"Tar was petrified! Don't go all coy and act innocent on me. Who was here," he demanded. The boy moved across the room fluidly watching his face.
Hawk looked both wary and thoughtful as he drew near. "No harm was done, as you can clearly see, my lord." He swept out a hand to indicate the room, but the vampire's eyes never left the boy. "You needed to rest, and I made certain you got it. I am sorry my lord was afraid, but I only did what was best for the two of you. Two, Shade, I said two," he repeated firmly. "If you are weak, so is he! He cannot afford to leave you in Pevin's...care," he said hesitantly. "Yet his trust in his young lover is complete; just as a part of you will always trust in Tarkin'ton despite his punishments!"
"Are you telling me I shouldn't," he asked incredulously. "I left here! I only came back to see him dead. If what I hear is true, and the things he whispered in my ears for so long, I cannot allow him life. Even if it means I die with him," Shadow whispered in total resignation, "I have to kill him."