I didn't' know who I had seen, but it was obvious we were not welcome there. Scott was out of sight and incommunicado, in fact since we had become separated, I hadn't been able to find him at all. I decided I had had enough and sneaked my way back to my car. It was raining very heavily and it was starting to get dark, but there it was, still parked out of sight where we had left it. My wonderful stallion that would get us the hell out of there - I unlocked the door and climbed in. Fumbling for the key, I inserted it into the ignition and waited, my fingers lightly touching the gear shift. The rain was pelting the hood and roof very hard which made it difficult to hear anything, especially if he was calling and so I figured it would be safe. Nervously I turned the key and started the car.
I couldn't imagine what was keeping him or where he was, but I knew we would have to fly as quickly as we could. A crack of lightning and thunder, wind starting to blow, I peered out the window in the direction I had come, watching for any sign of Scott, still nothing, so I turned the key and started the car. I couldn't escape the feeling that he was in trouble and I debated going to search for him. I looked around in all directions to see if anyone else was around or approaching - nothing. Finally! There he was, lightly trotting my way - we were getting out of here, so I turned the key and started the car.
I watched with relief as he rounded the front of the car, I unlocked the door for him to climb in.
"Let's go" he said.
"Gladly" I replied.
I put the car in gear and floored it! Nothing - we were not moving. That's funny I thought, Why aren't we going? Just then I glanced down and noticed the check engine light. I reached for the key and started the car, put it in gear and pressed the gas. Nothing, again we weren't moving, As before I noticed the check engine light and pressed the gas. The RPM gauge was pegged at zero. My car had stalled, in fact, with all of the nervous commotion, I hadn't realized that it had stalled several times. I reached for the key and started the engine and pressed the gas. I could feel that sinking feeling in my stomach as I watched the RPM gauge drop to zero and the check engine light come on again. Suddenly we weren't going anywhere.
"Let's get moving" Scott said.
Again, I tried to start the car yet again, only to have it stall out from under us.
"What's the matter" he asked.
I pumped the gas and turned the key, hearing the engine cranking, trying desperately to turn over. After several seconds I released the key. Oh no" I thought, What's wrong with my car? as I again turned the key. I felt the engine turn over as I pumped the gas, but could feel it then begin to sputter and stall. I've never had a problem before I thought, but why here and why now? I tried again and again to start the car, but after repeated attempts, it failed. I couldn't understand what was wrong and so in defeat, I fell back into my seat and glanced at Scott. He was staring at me in a way that made me feel uncomfortable, almost as if he were trying to undress me with is eyes. But it was how I suddenly felt, namely, strangely but curiously aroused, that made me once again reach for the key and try to start the car. As before, it sputtered and stalled.
Again I sat back but looked away out the window, I could feel Scott's stare on me and I began to notice that I couldn't help feeling an arousal by that. What is wrong with me I thought. I like girls ... why am I getting turned on and why here, at this moment with Scott? I wondered. A second later I felt him lean over from his seat as a rush of unexplainable excitement washed over me. What was he doing I asked myself and I trembled slightly as he began to peer out as well. I kept my head turned to look out the window, but my eyes glanced toward his face. At that moment the most unexpected thought I have ever had entered my mind and took me by complete surprise ... I wonder what his lips would feel like pressed against mine!?
I was completely taken aback at such a thought. How could I even think that, as I closed my eyes trying desperately to purge this ever increasing curiosity. I knew Scott was gay, but that was never an issue with our friendship at least not until this moment. Thoughts about what it would be like to kiss him filled my mind and for a brief moment, I actually felt as if I could just lean forward turn his face to mine and take his tongue into my mouth. It was then that I noticed something else. I'm not sure if he knew that my hand was on the gear shift, but I could feel a long, straight, semi-hard bulge emanating from his pants as he leaned my way and in an indirect way, I became aware that I was experiencing a pseudo sexual encounter with a man, at least by proxy and I found myself becoming rather thrilled by it. It was so taboo, yet so very erotic that I nervously surrendered to the feeling of it. It was very liberating, but frightening at the same time and I couldn't prevent the fact that I was coming to full erection, though unnoticeably. Thank goodness for the dark, I couldn't possibly let on to how I was beginning to react. He was so close to me as he looked out, and I asked if he could see anything.
"Not really," he replied.
He slowly went to sit back in his seat. Just then his hand slipped from the door armrest. There wasn't really anything he could do to brace himself except to put his hand down. His hand ... I could feel it land with such abruptness, and in the only place it could ... along the upper inside length of my thigh. It felt so strangely wonderful to be touched like that and I knew my secret had been discovered. There was no hiding it, and as I felt his hand slowly slide away from my now rock-hard penis I felt an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment, exhilaration and disappointment all in that one moment. Embarrassment at my apparent arousal, exhilaration at the thought of Scott touching me and disappointment when his hand finally released me.
I was shocked at the situation and reached for the key. Turning it, I could hear and feel the engine desperately trying to start but it just wouldn't. Scott could sense my confusion and embarrasment as well as my state of arousal, so I turned the key again. It started! But within a moment it began to sputter. Rather than try to keep it going, I curiously let it stall out again. I began to feel as though the car were an extension of me and just like the car, I didn't want to leave, I couldn't leave, my powers were being robbed and despite my attempts at escape, I was being overcome and would soon be helpless in the face of something more powerful, something I had never experienced but was finding I could not resist.
I sat back in my seat again looking in Scotts direction, my eyelids sighed as he gazed at me. My heart racing and my breathing at a level that indicated to Scott that I was ... perturbed and confused. At that moment he leaned in toward me, ever closer, my eyes widening as he approached, I tried but couldn't turn away. I closed my eyes just as he came in range, I could feel his breath on my face and on my mouth and then it happened. The softness of his lips touching mine - I remained motionless. A kiss ... and then another and another. He was confident but a little unsure, so I opened my mouth to better allow him to explore. Suddenly, I pulled away and whispered.
"Scott ... we can't do this - not here, not now!"
Of course all of my objections were feeble and everytime I tried to speak, I would be interupted by his lips on mine. Ultimately, my words went unheeded as he pressed in again, I moaned and whimpered as his tongue slid into my mouth and I was overcome with intense pleasure. I pressed in, to my surprise and slid my tongue into his mouth. Gently swirling as our tongues danced with each other, the moistness of his mouth and lips, the warmth of his breath, I gave in - like my car, I had stalled.
How could this be happening ... and how could it be so intense? I wanted him so badly, I thought. But what did that mean? How could I want him? What did I want? I wondered. I struggled, but couldnt' remember a time that I had been so sexually aroused. I had to repeat it over and over in my head. Scott was kissing me and had me more turned on than I had ever been in my life! Just then, he took it to the next level and I could feel his hand on my thigh again, only at a safe distance. The kissing went on for what seemed like an hour and I forgot all about who may or may not have been following us. After a time I started to wonder why he wasn't touching me how I longed to be touched.
I readjusted in my seat to better offer him a feel I so desperately wanted. I think I may have been too obvious in my attempt as he smiled and finally reached over, grasping me. By this time I had completely surrendered to his advances, but I maintained the appearance of being prudish and put my hand on his, slightly pushing it away only for him to fight back and squeeze me once again - I moaned with pleasure. That was the signal he was looking for and I felt his hand reaching in the darkness and my pants being opened.
Oh God - what is he going to do to me? At that moment, I felt myself spring free from the restraints of my underwear. I was completely vulnerable and quite literally out in the open, his hand grasping my very wet penis. I gasped in shock to add to the intensity of this moment, playfully pretending that I objected and was being victimized but powerless to stop it. Scott was going ot have me and he knew it. I only hoped that it was as much of a turn on for him knowing that he was so easily able to seduce me into his world, a world I had never given a second look at. Me, a masculine male, lover of women now completely under HIS control, free to do to me what he wished with me, neither willing or able to escape.