Recently, I underwent an experience that I never thought I'd end up going through with. I am by all means a straight man; I know for certain that being intimate with a fellow man in a loving kind of way is something that I am not capable of. However, I have always been sexually stimulated by penises and ball sacks, and since a young age I'd occasionally sneak a gay fuck into my masturbation content. And of course, I have always been in love with asshole ... especially gaping wide assholes that love cock. A few weeks ago, I realized that I love any asshole, irrespective of gender.
I always loved watching a big strong grown man with a huge and pulsing cock pound a little twink white boy. Something was just so special about gay porn to me ... I always had such a great time when I got into phases watching it. I found it fascinating, even magical, seeing two men pleasuring each other sexually, ramming cock into asshole while watching your subject's cock and balls bounce around. I always had a craving in the back of my mind to suck the little dicks of some of my friends with slimmer builds and fuck their asses in doggy, but I always knew that was just content for masturbating and didn't think it'd ever come to light. I think I made up for those cravings, in a way, by getting into the assholes of many of the women I have sex with, perhaps subconsciously drawn to it from my gay fantasies.
It took 26 years before I finally found myself with the opportunity to use a young man as a fuck toy, and when push came to shove, I caved in and absolutely loved the experience.
It all started a month ago when I had entered a phase where I wanted to enjoy some cock content. When I want gay content, I usually search for compilations of gay, white, twinks getting pounded and gaped by huge cocks. I love me some skinny, pale, hairless white boys with tight little cocks and ballsacks getting ropes of semen planted into their assholes after a nice hard fucking - and always hunt for that kind of content. There are hundreds of these compilations, so I keep switching it up all the time.
This particular night, my cock was super hungry. 20-minute video after 20-minute video of men using twink asshole for their nuts, my cock just refused to shoot it's load out. I was sitting on a fucking 50 megaton explosion of semen after having jerked my diamond hard rod for nearly an hour. It was getting late and I was getting tired, so I was preparing to go back to my favorite compilation clip of the night to bust the massive load and call it a night. Deep into the video I was watching, somewhere into the 22nd minute, I came across a discovery I simply couldn't believe.
I was watching Bennett, a neighbor in my apartment building, on his back, legs spread wide, getting his asshole absolutely rammed and gaped-out by huge and hungry cock.
I recognized his face and physique immediately. He was a skinny little 19-year-old white boy with emo, skater boy haircut, standing about 5 foot 9. He lived a few stories down from me, and I knew his mom well from seeing her around the building. They moved in like 4 years ago, and while I never talked to him, his mom always was nice to everyone and I had spoke with her many times. He was in school for music and always was advertising to give piano lessons on the bulletin board in the common area of the building. Here I was, watching his asshole getting absolutely demolished.
I was fucking loving it! I can't remember the last time my cock was that hard. I couldn't believe that the little twerp downstairs was into getting manhandled by huge cocks. Holy fuck, I loved looking at him take cock and I loved the size of his dick and balls - I would've sucked them clean on the spot, while he was taking cock from that man going absolutely Neanderthal on his asshole. Every time the beast pulled his cock from Bennett it made a crazy suction cup sound, I wished it was my dick getting to enjoy it ... especially since I had a bigger cock and harder fucking to offer than the man in the video. I loved how he was practically clean shaven but still had some nice peach fuzz around the asshole and sprinkled on his balls.
It was a good thing I had stuck my cock into a cum-sock before Bennett's part of the compilation started, because after seeing that gape, a pint of semen rushed from the depths of my nuclear bomb ball sack, through the shaft and into the cold, cruel, unknown. I literally fell to bed on the spot, cock still in my hand, after such a paralyzing nut. I must've dreamed about fucking Bennett that night as I woke up the next morning super hard.