I've had more than one person ask me: "How are you straight if you have sex with men?"
I get why it's confusing. It doesn't make sense unless you realize how much of a deviant pervert I am. The fact of the matter is, I love sex no matter what the situation is. In fact, the dirtier and more inappropriate the sex, the better.
So when I realized that if I closed my eyes and thought about girls, I could enjoy getting sucked by a man, I had to explore it more.
It happened when I was in grad school. I was single and working my way through our class fucking as many girls as I could. One night I was out with some friends and wasn't able to convince any of the girls to come home with me.
By the end of the night it was just me and another guy in our class who just so happened to be gay. He commented that he thought this was the first time he didn't see me go home with a girl from our class. I laughed and said it might have been and that I was disappointed cause I was horny as hell.
He smiled and said "You know, I could help you out with that" I laughed and told him I wasn't attracted to men. Because I'm not. I have zero physical attraction to men.
But I love getting my cock sucked.
"It's ok, you don't have to like men. I promise I will give you the best head you've ever had. We can turn some straight porn on for you to watch and no one will ever find out."
I couldn't believe he was serious. I had never even considered the idea of letting a guy suck me off. But... there would be straight porn. I love watching porn and if it would feel good to have my cock in something warm while I watch porn...