A therapist helps a runner - Ch.2, cleansing
"Good, I'm sure you won't regret that decision. For now, but we haven't quite finished today's business. We need to get your bowels voided and cleaned out. So go into the bathroom and wait for me there while I tidy up here and prepare and gather for what we are going to do in the bathroom. I hope you'll be ready for it. And keep the plug inside you while you are waiting, and don't touch yourself."
With everything that was occupying me during the initial examination and trying to discover the source of the problem with his leg, the thought of my directing him to take a warm shower had escaped my mind. It was certainly needed after all that running. Then during the exam proceeded and personal revelations, it was clear that we both wished for me that to attend to him at a more intimate level. I had to give some thought. I wanted him refrain from satisfying his sexual need on his own, yet a satisfyingly warm shower would present a strong temptation, especially as he would be able to wash away any traces of his release.
I covered my uncertainty, telling him, "Sorry, I forgot early. You must still be feeling mucky and uncomfortable after the run and then afterwards, so please take a shower. The water will run warm. There are towels on the rail. But I repeat, stay plugged and don't play with yourself, I will know if you do." I tried to sound certain, though I wasn't sure if I would know. Before leaving him, I switched on the heating for the bathroom and towel rail. It was the least I could do in the circumstances.
It wasn't strictly necessary for Ken to remain with me for the next days in order to aid his recovery and rehab. Certainly, I would be able to help that happen more effectively than if he was on his own, but I expected he could manage it anyway. And I admit that I am not proud of my ulterior reasons for encouraging him to stay. Although I tried to pretend otherwise, I was enticed by his attractive slim body, nicely trained and almost completely smooth. Frankly I desired him, even when I first saw him after he overtook me. His attractiveness, combined with his demonstration of unconditional submissiveness, made him irresistible to me. I simply couldn't help myself.
It is not that I am a particularly dominant person, and I don't think of myself a cruel, but the allure of taking advantage of him was intoxicating. I justified my scheme as being a reasonable payoff for helping him when his leg packed upon him during his run. I fully intended to do my best to help him recover from the problem, of course, but I also intended to enjoy myself with him along the way. And I hoped he would enjoy it too. In a way I envied him, he needed to take no responsibility on behalf of anybody else, he was free from the burden of deciding, weighing up the rights and wrong. In another circumstance, it might have been the other way round.
I went the main treatment room at the back which was hidden from outside view and opened the cabinet, taking out the enema bulb and solution packs with which I would cleanse him internally. I took a few moments to locate something to treat his injury, Myoflex, a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory agent which is also analgesic, better than taking something like Ibuprofen orally. It acts against inflammation and pain, but doesn't repair any damage. I hoped there wasn't any, because it would require a cortisone injection into the tissue. I was qualified to do that, but I was never happy about doing it myself, preferring to leave it to someone more specialised.
From my bedroom I hunted for some spare clothes that would fit him. We were of similar basic size, but I had put on weight which he hadn't, I extracted from the bottom of the dresser an old plaid shirt and corduroy trousers which were my size when I was Ken's age. They were clean and in good condition still. A plain blue sweater, white singlet, socks, indoor footwear - no problem. Briefs? I don't keep any boxers nowadays, I prefer to wear full cut ladies' knickers, the no nonsense plain white cotton. From Primark they are just a few pounds for a pack of six pairs. I opened a fresh pack and took two out. Frankly, I often wonder why men wear briefs or boxers. The ones I wear are light, comfortable day or night, and very much cheaper. It's hardly worth washing them when they are dirty, which mine invariably become. I set the clothes down on the sofa, except for one pair of knickers. I was confident he wouldn't mind wearing them.
Thus equipped I went into the bathroom About fifteen minutes must have passed. which I thought would be enough for him to shower and dry. And to reflect on his thoughts and feelings, his expectations, hopes, and fears.
As I entered, he had just finished with the towel and was placing it over the heated rail. He turned towards me, standing naked clean and dry. I was pleased to see he was still wearing his plug. His cock was semi-erect as to be expected with anyone in a state of expectation and arousal. He was clearly a highly sexed individual, as well as being naturally compliant to my wishes. I stepped closer and told him to take it in his hand and present it to me for inspection.
His unrelieved state was now evident to my close gaze. It twitched automatically, testifying to his arousal. There was a bead of precum, but as yet no sign of residual cum dripping from his urethral hole. Had he masturbated in the shower, it would now be seeping out as his cock as relaxed from its former state of full hardness. His obedience denied me an excuse to punish him, but I was pleased at this demonstration of his compliance. And I wanted to be able enjoy using and, perhaps, abusing his sexy body that he would be giving it to me freely. I was sure that Ken himself would gain more pleasure by maintaining the edge. "Thank you, Ken, you have passed the first test. Were you not tempted?"
"Yes Edward, I was excited about what you did, what you did, and what you are going to do. I thought about jerking off in the shower, I didn't think you'd know if I did. But I wanted to please you more, I wanted you to control my release.".
I put a hand to his face and stroked gently, then stroked gently down his chest and belly down to his cock and fleetingly touched its growing hardness. But enough of that for now. I was sure that, later, our lips would meet tenderly and we'd be kissing passionately.
"Good, you have done well. Now stand facing the wall with your legs apart, lean forward with your hands against the wall."