I can't quite figure it out -- it's a hunger, a craving, like a smoker longing for one more drag, an addict who'd give anything...
anything...
for another fix.
My wife told me that she wanted to go to some kind of a show with her girlfriends -- I don't know what it was, my mind went totally blank when she said it was Saturday afternoon and would last until midnight. For all I knew she could have told me she'd be in the dugout blowing the entire baseball team, figuratively speaking. I was agreeing to her going without an argument, because it meant...
...I could be in the dugout, blowing the entire baseball team. In my case, much more literally.
I knew to within a few minutes exactly how much time I'd have, yet as I helped her out of the car I was already feeling a bit of anxiety, stressing over the moments I was wasting with casual pleasantries. I knew they were important so as to keep up appearances, but once I'd got back in the car and was on my way, I didn't waste any time. I headed straight for my favorite Adult Video Arcade, and my thoughts turned once again to my addiction.
Dick.
I began to harden a bit on the drive there, partly due to the anticipation of random sex, and partly with some help from the little blue pill I'd taken earlier in the day. I was a bit embarrassed the last time I was there. Despite the fact that I crave it so much, the act of giving head, actually sucking on some anonymous strangers' cock, doesn't always make my modest dick hard, and I wanted every edge I could have if that opportunity presented itself again. As I drove, I loved that feeling of the tightening in my shorts, and I sped up a bit in anticipation of getting there sooner. No sooner had I done that, I saw a cop car going the other direction, so I slowed down, not wanting to get pulled over in an area that had only a few reasons for anyone to be in -- and none of them were explainable.
With all those thoughts and fears running around in my head, I drove right past the arcade -- not because I didn't know where it was, but because I hadn't squashed all the demons in my head yet. As I drove past, I could see several cars in the parking lot, and felt a rush of adrenaline just thinking about all the dick that must be in the building right now. I turned the car around as soon as safely possible, and, demons temporarily silenced -- or at least shouted down by the growing lust -- I parked the car in a corner of the lot. There was someone walking through the parking lot, so I waited for them to pass before getting out of the car and hurriedly heading to the entrance. I don't think anyone saw me.
I scurried into the building, only briefly contemplating the left/right decision before me. I love the anonymity of the glory-holes, but as I'm entering the building, I hear the buzzer on the theater door open to allow a man inside, and my glance follows him into a room where I can see several men standing, illuminated by the flickering light of a porn video playing on the far wall. I really can't tell what they are doing, as the door closes quickly, but I'm intrigued.
I pretend to look around the store, but that only makes my hunger all the more intense. Timidly, I go to the front desk and manage to squeak out the word "theater". My voice is thin and low, and as I pay the bored clerk the entrance fee, I notice my hands are shaking. I approach the door, and the buzzer sounds. It seems so much louder than before, as if it's announcing to the world I'm about to enter this den of dick, this sea of semen. My hand, still trembling, almost misses the doorknob, and I hurry, wanting to make sure I get the door open before the buzzer stops.
I gently open the door.
I take a step forward into the room. Inside, the walls and ceiling are black, but there is enough intermittent light from the video -- the only source of light in the room. Between where I stand and the wall are a couple of couches, and think I can see more couches on my left and right. Absentmindedly I realize I'm still holding the door open, and three or four heads turn to look at me. I finally let go of it, and it closes quickly, with a noise that's really not all that loud, but resonates inside of me, as if I know I'm now trapped in a room with...
all these dicks!
The first thing I notice is a man seated on the couch in front of me. I can only see his head and shoulders silhouetted in the flickering light, he's seems to be enjoying the movie. Suddenly, his head rolls back - as if he's now looking at the ceiling, and I see his shoulders flex as his arms move into his lap. I take a tentative step forward to see what's going on. Kneeling in front of him is another man, his head bobbing in the lap of the first man,
obviously sucking his cock!
I hear the man moan with pleasure, and I feel my own cock harden as I realize that I'm probably about to witness his orgasm. I take another step forward and to the side, and I almost run into someone who I didn't notice before; the blowjob I'm watching has drawn a crowd and in the flickering surreal light, there are several guys watching. I don't stop to count the number of viewers, as it's dark, but mostly because I'm mesmerized by our man on the couch. He has taken the head of his cocksucker into his hands and, groaning, thrusts his hips skyward. I can't see his dick -- it appears to be fully embedded in the mouth of the man sucking him -- but I can see his entire pelvis twitch and pulse, and as he grunts in time with his flexing hips, I know he's shooting his load into the mouth and down the throat of the man kneeling before him.
His orgasm goes on for a few more seconds, as he enjoys several more shuddering blasts into the depths of the cocksucker's mouth. I take another half-step forward to get a better view, just as the man who's cumming pulls up on the face of the man sucking him. I'm rewarded with a great view of his penis, shiny with spit and jizz. As his cock exits the mouth of the man servicing him, I see the cocksucker strain forward, extending his tongue as if he isn't ready to give up contact with the cock that was just unloading in his mouth. The man shudders with the tonguing, his cock lurching from the sensitive contact, and another jet of hot seed forcefully jets from the tip of his cock, spraying the cocksucker's face and hair with a hot load.
The cocksucker stands, and his hands fly up to his face. He tries to take a step around the couch, but runs into the arm and stumbles somewhat. Standing right in his path, I have to catch him, my only other choice would have been him running right into me!