The first porn I ever saw was during the time I was in the rear in Phu Bai, South Vietnam. We'd come in from the bush for a brief respite before going back out. It was February 1968. I was 18 years old at the time.
Our company supply sergeant had "procured a training film" for some of the grunts he knew well. I didn't really know him but my platoon sergeant vouched for me.
The film was a grainy black and white. It was dated. Looked like the 50's. But the action was jarringly fascinating for me. Never in my young life had I seen sexual acts shown in the film. My mind was instantly consumed with watching it. My cock started swelling almost immediately. I think most of us sitting in that dark supply tent watching the film had the same reaction. The situation seldom gave us time for such pleasurable things.
So, that film in Vietnam started a long history of my porn watching. Once back in the U.S. adult theaters had replaced the old theaters of my childhood. Stores selling sex toys and magazines seemed to be around every corner in my neighborhood. Today it's the pot dispensaries that litter ever commercial strip of my hood.
The theaters have mostly been shuttered. Way too many problems with humans having sex in a darkened theater. We all needed to have morality even if it meant the officials decided what it was.
Before the closures I was one of the sinners using those dark places to have sex. I had discovered I liked sucking cock a short time after my return to the states.
Probably my "don't give a damn" attitude led me to find cock sucking. Nothing much mattered at that time in my life. Only smoking weed and escaping.
But one summer night I was so fucked up on weed I couldn't drive. So, I was standing at the bus stop around midnight waiting for the once an hour bus running on the night schedule. I got an offer of a ride by a guy around 50 years old. I thought "why not?" Ended up the guy wanted to "play". I thought "why not?" Ended up he detoured to his house. I thought "why not?" He sucked me off once we got naked and the orgasm was explosive. It was the most pleasure I'd felt in the entire time I'd been back.
He didn't ask me to suck him. I asked him. I wanted to see what it was like to suck a man's cock. Once again, pleasure. A pleasure unlike getting off. Exciting, erotic as hell. Something I immediately enjoyed. And the surprise of cum shooting in my mouth didn't turn me off. It turned me on! Who knew I was a repressed cock sucker.
Soon, I discovered dark porn theaters as places men hung out to meet other men. My first time in one of the theaters I sat down two rows from the back with no one around. The entire row was empty. On the screen was John Holmes fucking women that actually had bushes.
It was a few years before the shaved era came around. The porn industry preferred the natural look.
It didn't take long before a guy showed up in the row I was sitting. At first he was a few chairs away. I kept watching the screen at the same time I kept an eye on the guy in my peripheral vision.
I was anxious about the possibility of doing something sexual in the relatively public place. Yeah, it was dark but my old puritan morality still hung on.
