"I'm going to suck on your nipples and maybe bite them a little. Not too hard just enough to make you crazy. Then I'm going to lick my way down to your belly button and lick that before moving on to your dick. I think I might want to try sucking your dick? Is that ok, Baby? You want me to suck your dick?"
I couldn't breath much less answer, so I nodded. His mouth was right next to my ear and I felt his thick lips moving against it. I felt his breath as he spoke, and the vibrations of his voice sent shivers down my spine.
"You like the things I do to your body, Josh? You like when I fuck you like a man? Yeah, you do." He said and flicked my ear with his tongue. His saliva left a cool patch which froze and tingled when he breathed. "You like me to fuck you like a man and you like to take it like a man, don't you baby?"
I stood up, my erection pushing forward in my pants. He looked up at me and smiled as I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bedroom.
"You want it now, baby?" He asked and followed me willingly. "Yeah, you want it now. I want it now too." We got to the bedroom and he pulled me into his arms and started kissing me. His talented tongue stroking and massaging mine so good that I wondered if he was ready to learn how to give a rim job. "I want your ass, Josh."
"I want your dick, Alex." I said as we undressed. "I want you to be inside of me."
"Oh I will be, papi."
We were standing naked and pressed against up against each other, our hard ons captured between our bodies. But we had stopped. We just held and stared at each other, sliding our hands up and down the others body. Neither of us spoke, just listened to each others breathing and took in the orgy of sensual stimulation. I saw and felt him. I had the sound of him, the smell of him and the taste of him. He lowered his head and took my lips with his own, his tongue pushing inside again to be with mine. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him even closer to me.
Alex lowered me across the bed and I let my legs stand on the floor. He kept to his word and suckled on my nipples, lightly biting and nipping before kissing his way down to my dick. He took it tentatively in his mouth and suckled on that. I moaned and lifted my head to watch him. His eyes met mine and there was a question in them. He was asking if he was doing ok. I smiled back at him and felt him suck with vigor. I let him learn what it was like to take a man in your mouth before pulling him up to meet me in a kiss. His large cock swung in front of my face and I opened my own mouth to take him. I tasted his salty, sweet, musky flavor as I brought him in as far as I could. His moans and words of encouragement egging me on. He pulled out and came down to kiss me and lay his body on mine, letting me take his weight.
"I want to be inside you, Josh."
"I want you, Alex." I said, trying to speak everything that was in my heart. "I want you so bad."
He found a condom and lube from the nightstand and wrapped himself quickly before kneeling on the edge of the bed and lifting my legs.
"Are you ready, baby?"
"Yeah, Alex. Take me."
He pushed his cock to my asshole and started rocking against it. I felt the large slippery head on my body and moaned as it slipped into me. Slowly he started feeding me his entire length, the girth of it opening me as it moved inward. Finally he was totally in and there he rested. I opened my eyes and saw Alex looking down at me from above. I loved this man with all my heart and nothing felt as right as giving myself to him. He pulled my legs up over his shoulders and leaned down so that our faces were only inches away from each others.
"Is this ok, baby?" He asked.
"It's perfect."
"Are you ready?"
"I'm ready."
Alex withdrew and thrust himself back in, watching my face each time he did. Only when he saw I was ready did he move faster, only when he thought it would give me pleasure did he slow down. I tried to meet his body as he pummeled his cock into me and soon our rhythm increased. We hadn't spoken in a while, saving our energy for breathing, moaning and monosyllabic utterances of pure pleasure. He looked down at me.
"I'm gonna cum."
"Me too." I said and I looked up into his face.
Alex slowed his pace but lengthened his stroke and I could see the fire burn in his eyes. He gritted his teeth and the growl came from deep within his chest and just as he found his release, he increased his pace and slammed my ass in rapid thrusts. I couldn't hold on and came with him covering our bodies with cum.
We fell against each other, lost in the after glow where nothing mattered but that you were together. This time had been different. It had meant something, not only to me but to him. I was sure he felt it and knew that he would recognize it for something more than friendship. I smiled and felt the after glow recede and light my heart.
Alex shifted and rose up, slowly disconnecting our bodies. I turned my face to look at him and saw him frowning.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." He said, but the frown remained. "I gotta go."
"What do you mean? I thought you were spending the night."
"No, I can't. I don't have any of my work clothes." He answered as he got up and started to dress.
"Go get some and come back." I offered.
"That doesn't make sense. To drive all the way there and then all the way back." He answered and had no idea my heart was breaking as he went to find his shoes. I followed him naked and fearful into the living room.
"Stay here and we'll get them in the morning."
"That's just stupid."
He said and his tone left nothing to be insinuated. He was leaving and there wasn't anything I could do about it. I stood silent and helpless and he finished putting on his shoes and headed to the door. "I'll see you tomorrow." He said and left.
The truck started with a roar and took off, tires chirping. He was running away. I stood in the bay window, naked as a jay bird trying to hold on to a hope that he would change his mind and come back. When that hope died, I went back to my bed and lay down till I was too exhausted to stay awake. I hadn't cried though. I had that, at least, for which I could be proud.
I waited for Alex to pick me up in the morning for work but when he didn't show by eight thirty I called Maryellen and had her drive me. I was fifteen minutes late, and got bitched at by Pete. I promised him that it would never happen again and was sent to find Tiny. Tiny informed me that I wouldn't be working with Alex, go figure, but that I would be prepping another area of the site that construction was going to start on soon. It was away from the main job and I guess it worked well, cause I could work alone and not have to bother with anyone. I watched for Alex's truck all day but it never showed. I finally asked someone and found that he was working on another site. No doubt in an effort to put distance between us.
The week followed pretty much like that, going to work and not being around Alex, coming home, choking down some dinner, reading a book and going to bed. The only thing interesting was on Wednesday I found a place a few miles from where I was staying. It was a fixer upper but cute and cozy. Some work needed to be done in every room and the yard was a mess but it would give me something to do at least. I figured I'd start with the pool and get that useable as soon as possible. It was rent to own, so the owners let me move in right away and with the money I had saved up and some I had from New York I signed the papers and took possession. Maryellen offered to help me furnish and decorate it and after a few arguments on exactly what my tastes ran to, she did o.k. finding interesting things from the yard sales, flea markets and thrift stores that she liked to haunt.
I thought that the weekend would come and Alex would call. I figured he would have gotten through whatever he was going through and at least be able to talk to me about it. But there was no call. I spent the weekend planning the work on my house and fixing things that required immediate attention. Two weeks went by and no word from him. I had painted my bedroom and gotten a decent bed, though most of the house still looked like an empty shell. I spent my nights reading, not having gotten cable yet and not really interested in doing so. Work was the same. I still hardly ever saw Alex anymore and then found out he had asked to stay off that job in particular. I went home and cried that night and got drunk. It seemed the only way I could fall asleep.
Two and a half weeks after lasting speaking with Alex, a small crew of six contractors had been moved from the old building to start the new one and I was running brick and supplies for them. I heard a shout ordering someone to get a hard hat and the resulting commotion when that person apparently refused. I turned my head and saw Jen walking straight toward me.
"Who the fuck do you think you are?!" She screamed, standing in front of me. The entire crew stopped to watch, a few of them smiling enjoying the show.
"Jen, let's just go somewhere and talk about this."
"Fuck that! And fuck you, faggot!! You think you can sleep with someone else's man and get away with it?!"
The smiles that the men had worn faded as comprehension flooded over them and some of their looks turned dark quickly. This was the bible belt after all.
