Chapter 4 - Marco
"Good morning, my prince," a soft, deep, sultry voice purred into my ear, "It's time to get up." My eyes fluttered open, blinking into the bright sun that flooded in from the patio. I felt Jeremy sitting next to me on the edge of the bed. My king. He was smiling down at me, shirtless, with his dark suit pants on. He was beautiful, his broad chest slowly rising and lowering in the soft morning sun. The back of his fingers traced circles on my cheek as I slowly stirred, "I have meetings starting soon and need to get going. You should probably head out soon too, I'll have my driver give you a ride back to Tempe."
"Do I have to?"
"Yes," he replied firmly with a hint of regret. "It'll be best if you got out of here before there's too much commotion."
I sat up in bed, pulling the covers up to my waist, my bare chest and abs exposed against the headboard. I looked at my large, strong king. His bold black hair was slightly askew, suffering from a touch of bed head. His bright smile had faded a little in the sunlight, showing cracks of anxiety and fear, which were reflected in his pleading, piercing eyes. He scooted closer to me, his hand cupping my face, this thumb tracing over my lips.
"I wish you could stay, little prince," His hand dropped down my chin, directing me to look at him. I stared into his blue eyes, taking in his chiseled, handsome features. He sighed, "but I'm afraid our fairytale must end."
His hand fell down to my bare chest, goosebumps formed as he traced down my neck,,my collar bone, my tanned pecs. His hand rested over my heart. His large fingers pulsed with the beat. I reached up and laid my hand over his and intertwined our fingers. We held on to that moment, our eyes locked. For a beat. Two. Three.
He broke first and leaned in, we closed our eyes, and I felt his body getting closer to mine, his warm bare chest radiating against my unclothed body. The moment before our lips touched, I heard him whisper, "You are so gorgeous Alex."
And we kissed. It was sensual, caring, and beautiful. This large, older man put so much care and compassion into this kiss, it felt as if he was once again trying to lift the weight of the world off of my shoulders. A kiss not about him, not about us, but about me. About trying to lift me up. Listening to me. I was a selfish little twink, but I have never been put first when it came to sex. I always felt for me to get what I wanted, I had to take it. Bratty, rude. But this man, my king, wanted to give, wanted to please, wanted to take my problems and make them his. I didn't have to force my will, he was happy to submit.
KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.
He broke our kiss and head fell and rested on my shoulder. "Fuuuuuck" he whispered. He stood up and smoothed his pants down, trying to hide his growing bulge. "Stay here, Alex. Be quiet." he was still whispering, a seriousness had washed over him. He started moving around the bedroom, he grabbed a white undershirt from atop his suitcase and pulled it on. Somehow, he got even more handsome with clothes on, his shirt pulling tight across his back, struggling to fit over his large arms.
The knocks came again, "One second!" he yelled, then turned to me in a hushed voice, "Wait here, I'll be right back. Be quiet," he repeated. I understood from his tone the seriousness of the situation, and I felt this illusion begin to shatter. The peace and safety of this room was breaking, the moments to freedom we shared were being ripped away. Again, the outside world was pulling me from pleasure, desire, connection. Again, I was the other.
Maybe I should stop wanting for more. Maybe wanting was too hard.
Jeremy stepped into the living room, pulling the door closed behind him, but it didn't latch. I could hear movement as he got to the door to the hotel room and he pulled it open. I sat up not knowing what else to do, afraid to move, to make a sound. So, I listened.
"Good morning sir," a female voice came from the hallway, "I just wanted to go over your schedule for today, can I come in?"
"Sorry, Steph, I'm just now getting up, can we go over it in 5, while I grab breakfast downstairs?"
"Oh," she said in surprise, "You're normally up and going by now, sorry sir."
"No problem Steph, it was a late night."
"But you left the ceremony early, you didn't even stay for the governor's speech. Is that a message table?"
"Steph," he said sternly, "drop it." he paused, I could only imagine the startled look on his assistant's face. "What're the highlights, real quick. Then let's meet downstairs for breakfast."
Steph recovered quickly, "At 10, you have a check-in with the governor to go over the August playbook. Followed by a meeting with the Tucson office, and lunch with Senators Mendoza and Franklin."
"Perfect. Now let me finish getting ready. I'll be down shortly."
"Okay sir. Do you need anything? Advil? Water?"
"I'm fine Steph, thank you for getting me up."
The door closed with a loud thud, I could hear Jeremy latching the locks, and turning the deadbolt. He came back into the room and was moving quickly. Grabbing clothes and putting things into his suitcase. I stood up, only in my black briefs from last night, and stretched.
"Shit!" Jeremy hissed, and moved quickly to the windows and pulled the curtains shut, casting the room into darkness. "Sorry," he said looking at me, "can't be too careful, especially now people are out."
"What's going on? Why all the fuss?"
"I told you," he said as he started buttoning up a blue shirt with a bright white french collar, "I'm not out at work. And this being a work conference, there's way too many people here who could catch us."
Not again! What the fuck was my luck with these hot closeted men?
He finished buttoning up his shirt and crossed the room to me. I was still standing in nothing but my underwear, he was now fully clothed. He fastened the buttons at his wrists and laid his hands on my shoulders.
"Alex, last night was amazing. You are so fucking hot, and if I could, I'd stay here in this bed with you all day, holding you in my arms, sucking your hard cock, fucking that tight sexy ass of yours." He was sexy, but I couldn't shake the feeling I was being lectured by my dad.
"I know, I'd love that too. But you got to go. You have work, and it sounds pretty important if you're meeting with the governor."
"Here, let me give you my personal number. I'll be deleting the apps once I get back to Tucson."