My name is Michael. I'm an attorney at a medium-sized firm in Los Angeles, focusing mostly on contract law. I'm 27 years old and I'm hoping to make partner by the time I'm 30. I'm 6' tall, 195 pounds, blond hair and blue eyes. I'm told I'm a handsome man with a good body. I've not had a steady girlfriend in about 2 years now and I'm not really ready to have another go right now. I'm focusing on my career, or so I tell myself. In reality, I'm not sure I'm into women any more. When I masturbate, I usually start out looking at straight porn, but almost always end up looking at gay or TS porn. And I almost always fantasize about being the bottom. I'm not sure how I got like this or why, but I guess that doesn't matter. I know, though, that I'm not sure I could ever go through with it in real life. I have purchased a few vibrators and dildos to use on myself, my favorite being a 7" suction cupped cock that I like to stick to the shower stall and ride. It's my favorite because its the one that 's most like the size of my own rod. No one knows this about me and I'd like to keep it that way.
I am also an addict. Well, sort of anyway. I have a cocaine problem. I really like it. A lot. I don't do it every day or even during the week mostly, but when I do it I can only think of doing more. Once I start, it's very difficult to stop. Most times, I'll only stop when I run out. No one knows about this either, except my dealer.
My dealer is Roger. I'm pretty sure that he's at least bi-sexual. I've seen men and women coming out of his bedroom with him when I'm over there scoring. About a week ago, I'd run out on one of my binges and I called him at about midnight Saturday night. He told me that he'd sell me more, but I had to blow him as well. I declined, but seriously thought about it for over an hour, even going as far as to get in my car with the intent of going over to Roger's and sucking his cock for more cocaine. But, I chickened out and haven't talked to him since. I was quite certain that I'd be calling on him in a few days, though. I just don't know what I'd do if he told me to suck him off if I wanted coke from him. I hoped it wouldn't come to that.
My boss is Mr. Jenkins. He's an older, black man from Louisiana with a heavy accent. He's a really cool guy and a lot of fun to work with. We're not that large of a firm, so we all know each other pretty well. Mr. Jenkins' assistant is a tall, thin, black guy of about 20 years old named Tommy. Mr. Jenkins and Tommy are almost inseparable.
Mr. Jenkins asked me to accompany him to Las Vegas for some work with a client. I was surprised because I usually run our side of the ship when he's off someplace, but, hey, Vegas is Vegas and I enjoy going to the city that doesn't sleep.
"It'll be fun," he told me. "The three of us would go up on Thursday, shmooze with the client on Friday, party it up Friday night, and be back Saturday afternoon!"
'Three' of us? Of course, he means Tommy is coming as well.
So, we piled into the airplane with the all the other travelers and off we went. We stayed at the MGM, which was OK. We ate dinner, played a little black jack, and turned in for the night.
The meeting with the client went as expected. I mostly stayed quiet and let Mr. Jenkins do the lion's share of the talking. When we left the building, Mr. Jenkins put his arm around Tommy's shoulder and declared "Well, we did it. I feel like celebrating! How about you, Michael? Feel like celebrating a little bit tonight?"
"What did you have in mind?" I asked. I had planned to somehow score an eight ball or so and gamble all night, but when the boss asks if you want to celebrate with him, you shouldn't decline.
He smiled and released Tommy, then wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "Oh," he said with a broad grin, "a little of this, a little of that. It'll be fun!"
I changed out of my suit in my hotel room and put on some jeans and a white oxford shirt, then we all met in the hotel lobby. We ate dinner, had lots of drinks, and then hit the tables. I was actually up a few hundred when the clock struck midnight. Mr. Jenkins headed up to his room and left Tommy and I to continue playing.
A short time later, Tommy leaned in close to me and whispered "Want to go upstairs and do some coke?"
I was shocked. I didn't say anything for a minute, just stared at him. Then he said "Do ya? I've got some upstairs."
I really didn't want my colleagues to know about my habit, so my first thought was to say no. But, free coke is free coke, so I stood up and collected my chips. "Let's go," I told Tommy.
We made our way up to the upper floors and then we stopped and Tommy knocked on a door.
"You don't have a key?" I asked him.
"Not my room," he said and the door opened. There stood Mr. Jenkins in a white hotel bathrobe.
"Come on in," Mr. Jenkins said and stood aside. I followed Tommy into the suite. I stopped in the middle of the room and I admired the view of Vegas through the huge window.
Mr. Jenkins slapped my shoulder as he walked by and said "Beautiful, isn't it. I always love to get one of these suites when I come here. You want a drink?"
Tommy stood by the bar and said "I think we'd rather have something else, sir. "
"Of course, of course," Mr. Jenkins said as he walked behind the bar. He reached down and pulled out a large mirror. My eyes went directly to the large pile of cocaine on it. He picked up his credit card and drew out three fat lines from the pile. Then he leaned in and snorted the first one.
Tommy took the straw from Mr. Jenkins and did his line. In almost a daze, I walked over to the bar and did mine. God, I love cocaine. I feel invincible when I do it. The feeling of euphoria and the tingling in my nose, all of it turns me on.
I handed the straw back to Mr. Jenkins and wiped my nose. "Wow," I exclaimed. "I needed that."
"Well, we have plenty," Mr. Jenkins said as he drew out three more lines. "But, there are rules to this little party."
"Rules?" I asked.
"Tommy knows the rules, don't you Tommy?" Mr. Jenkins asked as he handed the straw to Tommy.
Tommy did his line, then walked around me and dropped to his knees before Mr. Jenkins. Mr. Jenkins opened his robe and revealed his nakedness. He had a small patch of hair on his chest and that was it. He had a small belly but was otherwise fit. Tommy immediately started to suck his cock. Mr. Jenkins looked at me.