This is how an average day goes for me. In addition to being a closet faggot and a liar, I'm also a loser and a chronic masturbator.
I'm a loser because I really don't have friends any more after lying so much for the last few years. My friends would call me on a Friday night and invite me out for drinks or to hang out or whatever. But because of my cock addiction, I'd normally have arranged to meet some stranger (primarily black strangers) to fuck my mouth and ass. So I'd tell my friends I have a date with a girl and maybe I'd meet up with them later. After hearing this too many times, my friends just stopped calling.
My chronic masturbating. I'm probably doing it at least five times a day. This is how a week day generally goes for me: I wake up around six having dreamed of cock all night. I'll use the toilet and shower. Then I go to my living room couch and lay a towel down on it so I don't make a mess. I'll open my iPad and look for the perfect porn to stream to my tv. I'll sit there naked and watch. My dildo is always on my living room coffee table. It's not as if I'm having any friends over and the only people that do come over are there to fuck me so it doesn't matter if there's an 11 black dildo there for anyone to see.