I fucking hated being single. I craved everything that came with a relationship, right from the crazed sessions of snogging to the simple things like walking hand in hand down the street and snuggling up to each other on the sofa. I had never had a girlfriend for my whole life and I doubted I ever would have one. Turned out I was right, but it wasn't because they didn't want me. It turned out I was gay.
The realisation came out of nowhere for me. I had always looked at certain guys and been aroused. In fact, I quite often masturbated thinking of gay sex acts. There was a certain thrill to it for me, going against what I thought was my sexuality. I never connected those desires to actually being homosexual, but that was before Joe Samson came into my life.
He fucking changed everything. Soon, I was a happy gay guy with the most intelligent and gorgeous boyfriend on the planet. Everything I had wanted for so long existed and I had a cock to play with that wasn't my own. Could life have been any better?
*****
It all started when we randomly bumped into each other in town. Quite literally, we bumped into each other. I was texting the latest girl I had my deluded eyes on and wasn't watching where I was going. Before knowing who it was, I hastily apologised as I gathered up the bags they had dropped from the floor.
"Thanks Hunter," said the familiar voice and I realised that it was Joe.
As I turned my head upwards to shoot him a friendly smile, I found my eyes level with his crotch. He was wearing a tight pair of skinny jeans and the bulge in front of me was quite sizeable. I felt a twitch in my pants as the thought of Joe's dick made me aroused.
Hastily handing his bags back and standing upright, I shot him a friendly smile. After taking a quick look around, I realised that he was unaccompanied.
"No-one else with you today?" I asked.
"Nah, Pete is spending time with Rose and Dan is busy with Becky. Don't have a fucking clue what Sean is doing, but he was getting pretty 'friendly' with some blonde at the party last night. I mean, she had her hand round his dick when I left and he was licking beer off her neck."
"Oh yeah, I know the feeling. Jack is back with Katie and is probably balls deep inside her right now. I don't even know the girl Stuart is with today, but he is almost certainly getting his knob sucked as we speak. Flying solo is good though."
I meant that. I loved going into town alone as it let me think about things. Worryingly though, this let my mind wander and I didn't always like where it went.
"Well I've never liked being on my own. Actually, I haven't been round yours for a while and I used to like our table tennis playing days. Can I come over?" Now normally I would have been happy about this kind of thing, but the leap my heart gave this time told me that I was actually fucking elated. I had always thought of Joe as attractive and I liked him as a person, but why was I so happy that I'd have him alone at my house.
This was fucking weird.
*****
We sat chatting at the bus stop for a while, giggling away at tales of the party from last night and me taking the piss out of the people there and parties in general. A series of ominous black clouds had appeared on the horizon, but for now the weather remained warm and bright.
The bus turned up just as the rain began to trickle down from the sky and we joked about the smooth timing as we got aboard. He took the window seat and I lowered myself next to him, getting just enough of a brush against his leg to send the horny side of my mind racing.
As we continued our little chat, I realised how beautiful his facial structure was and his lips looked soft and moist. Why the fuck was I thinking about a guy's lips? I was a straight male, albeit a very camp one and I definitely should not have been getting aroused by Joe's crotch bulge and perfect cheekbones.
Little did I know that this was probably the least gay I was going to get that day.
*****
The idea of playing table tennis flew straight out of the window as we noticed that the rain was now, for want of a better term, pissing it down. My heart gave another involuntary leap as Joe suggested we go up to my bedroom. I needed to stop being such a poof today.