I encourage you to read the previous 2 chapters to understand characters and context
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Monday night had been so crazy with Don and his wife, but I couldn't get Donnie, the waiter, out of my mind. He was so different than Don, really handsome in his own way. Slender, fit, but not muscular like Don. His penetrating way of looking at me as he waited on my wife and I at dinner on Monday, and he knew I was looking when he would discreetly grab his big, and growing bulge!
Thursday had finally come and as I drove home I felt compelled to stop by the bar and see Donnie. I was conflicted. I felt a stirring in my groin that was new to me. I felt it for the first time Monday night when I would meet Donnie's gaze as he would grab his stuff. Now it was stronger. My ass, my balls, my cock all had this connected sensation. I knew I should go home to my beautiful wife, but my body was telling me I needed to go see him. I argued with myself that last week with Don was a one time, one person thing. I couldn't be gay? could I? With Don we were in the security of his house just playing, experimenting with something new. Nothing serious. Going to see Donnie would be my choice, a conscious decision, and in public. I was curious to know what I would feel when I saw him, what I would do, how I would act. I felt myself getting an erection from thinking about his good looks, and his buldge, wondering how big his cock was. I gave in to this growing urge that I needed to understand, and decided to stop by for just one beer, I had to know if I was gay, to see if there really was some magic between us, me and a man, or if it had all been my imagination.
I walked in and sat at the bar. I saw Donnie serving a couple at the other end of the bar. Watching him I felt the stirring getting stronger. When he finished with them he brought me a Guinness beer. "It's great to see you, Donnie. How did you know what I wanted?"
He looked me in the eyes, "How could I forget? And I'm not talking about the beer. I've been hoping you would come in all week. The way you would look at me the other night gave me chills. It's been a long time since a man has made me feel the way you do. I had to struggle all that night to not get an erection, and your staring at my bulge didn't help. I felt a strong connection with you. All I could think about was how I imagined that you wanted to suck my cock. And I would love for that to happen. Was I right?"
"So you thought that I was gay? A cock sucker? You must be a mind reader. I think I just might be becoming one. The thought definitely did occur to me, and I would love to. I found it impossible not to notice your big bulge and imagine what a nice cock you must have and how I did want to suck you. And watching you walk away made me think about how I would love to fuck your hot ass."
"Well, how about that! I never would have picked you out as gay, except for how you stared at my crotch and looked deep into my eyes and hold my gaze. I couldn't look away. And, Steve, you must be a mind reader, too. I have been thinking all week about how great hooking up with you would be. I would just love for you to take my ass. I think we could have a lot of fun together."