This is the continuation of my first true story. Thank you to everyone who commented and provided feedback on my previous story. I've tried to work on my grammar and punctuation more and I'm hoping this one is a bit better. Again, this is a true story from my personal experience. For the sake of confidentially I'll refer to my partner in the story as "H". I look forward to sharing the rest of my experiences with you all.
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After my first experience with "H", I couldn't get him off my mind. For some strange reason though I felt guilty about the experience. I felt guilty that I enjoyed it so much. I felt confused and scared. I had convinced myself that these feelings were because this lifestyle simply wasn't meant for me. So I tried to cast these desires out of my mind.
"H" and I had exchange numbers after our first meeting so we stayed in contact from time to time, but we hadn't hooked up again since that one night. Usually when we would chat I would keep the conversation light and be sure not mention anything sexual. I was surprised that he never started a conversation about what happened that night between us, but honestly I was fine with that.
Months had passed and at this point in my life I was divorced and was I need of some company, so I jumped back into the dating scene. I went on several dates with some beautiful women. More times than not I would end up getting laid by the end of the date. For a while dating a lot of women seemed to work for me. I had had no desire what so ever to be with another man. So I figured it must have been a phase for me. Boy, was I wrong!
One Friday night I had a date planned with a gorgeous woman. I can't lie and say I wasn't excited for this date, or should I say to conquer her later on after the date. I was getting dressed when I got a text from her saying she had to cancel because of a family emergency. So now I was stuck with nothing to do on a Friday and nowhere to go. I phoned one of my buddies, and he said that him and few other of our friends were planning to head out to a bar for some food and drinks later, so I agreed to meet them.