He stands in the doorway for a moment, looking at me with a lopsided grin that I'm not sure what to do with. He's handsome enough, a day of stubble, broad shoulders, perhaps ten years older than I am. He stands aside and motions for me to come in.
"I just got out of work, you showed up a little quicker than I thought," he says.
"Cool," I say. It's the only word I can work out of my suddenly dry mouth. I experience a moment of doubt for the hundredth time in the last hour. I push it aside. I've wanted this for far too long to back out now.
"Not much of a talker," he observes.
"Sorry, I'm uh..."
"It's okay," he says "If you're nervous I get it. If you're not sure about this I won't get mad or anything, and you know how to get a hold of me."
"No, I'm sure," I say, making myself believe it as much as him.
"Alright then," he says. I hear the short, unmistakable zipping sound and when I look down I see the drooping length of his cock poking out of the flaps of his pants.
I have seen one other man's penis in my life, and that was just my father in the shower. It was nothing like this, there was no intent, no purpose to it. So while it was not the first penis other than my own I had ever seen, it was the only one I have ever looked at with lust. Any residual doubt melts away as I feel his hand on my shoulder, guiding me gently downward to my knees.
The picture had been nice, this was nicer. His pubic hair was cut short, the skin smooth and inviting. One long vein ran down the top of the shaft, ending at the silky mushroom of his head. It began to lengthen and stretch, lifting slightly against the pull of gravity.