Chapter 69: Kid's Day Out
"Mmm..." Adam takes a deep breath as his senses slowly come into awareness. His body begins to stretch as he gives a straining moan, his foot stiffens and reaches outward until it came into contact with another foot. He looks to his side, and smiles as he sees the peeping eyes of his ever-loving boyfriend, "Mmm... Hey you..." He mumbles.
"Hey, Cutie..." Merrick mumbles before closing his eyes again, and rolling over to cuddle up to Adam in bed, before peering those sapphires again to look into those chocolate brown eyes.
"How come it always feels like the first time for the first week you come back?" Adam asked.
"I've only gone back to the sea one other time since we met Samudra," He answers, "Syrinx said that's what they do too when she comes home: All they do is fuck for a whole week before life gets back to normal."
"Hahaha, oh God," Adam puts his hand on his eyes, "And what about that other merman in the pod? Denny? Deidara? Dexter?"
"His name is Deilan, smartass," Merrick plaps Adam's chest, "And he lives in Italy, so you can guess how it is with him and HIS girlfriend."
"Yeah, so what, all they do is fuck for a month?"
"Pfff, hahaha," Merrick laughs as he casually kisses Adam's bicep, "I can't imagine what that must be like, if she's Catholic, he doesn't say."
"Ya know, I'M part Italtian~" Adam says with a waggle of his brows and a playful look of pressing his teeth on a third of his tongue.
"Aren't you part EVERYTHING?" Merrick jabbed him lightly.
"Eh, part Italian, part Irish, part Russian, some German in there somewhere..." He mumbled, "I'm tellin' ya, I'm a freakin cocktail mutt, ya know?"
The two of them stay in the bed, looking into each other's eyes as they rest and giggle softly, "You look good, Merrick..." Adam comments, "You look better than you have in ages..."
"I feel good..." Merrick replies.
"I don't know what it is..." Adam traces his fingers along Merrick's cheek, "Looking at you... Just seem like... I dunno, it's almost like you're glowing."
Merrick smiles gently as he feels his lover, "Before I came home yesterday, I ran into my Mother." Adam's eyes widen from that.
"Your Mom??" He feels a wave of surprise.
"Yes..." Merrick nodded, "The pod was just leaving these waters, and she must've sensed my soul nearby... So she used this shell Yuri made for me to track me down... Just to see me."
"Oh my God," Adam adjusts so he's on his elbow, "What happened?"
"She just..." Merrick smiles as he shrugs, "She missed me, a lot, and... She looked into my eyes, and looked into my soul." Hearing these sorts of things, what Noitas are able to see, they still give Adam a chill in his spine, "Mother saw all of the things that happened to me... Everything that made me miserable, all the stuff that hurt me..."
Merrick took a deep breath as he shakes his head, "Adam, I can't tell you how ashamed I was of myself to even look at her after everything that's happened... I felt like I wasn't worthy to even see her... My own Mother..."
"Oh babe..." Adam gently cupped his cheek.
"It's ok... It's all ok now..." He looks up with a smile, "She did what any mother should be able to do: She kissed me and made everything better." Adam gives a happy smile to him, "I've hurt so much, held onto so much pain and anguish... And then she showed me the light."
"Showed you the light?" Adam asked, "How do you mean?"
"She... She saw, all of the things that made me suffer," Merrick said, "Saw how torn-up and dark my soul had become."
"Babe, no," Adam sat up and gently put his hands onto his boyfriend, "You're not dark, sweetie, you're not dark-"
"Adam," Merrick softly pushes Adam's hand off of him, "Dark doesn't mean evil or cursed... Or, yes, it does mean cursed, but yeah. It just meant that my emotions weren't as functional or effective as they used to be. That's all." He sighed as he also sat up, "My point is that... My mind and my heart has always been plagued by all the stuff that's happened to me..." He gestured, "When we broke up... When I nearly died when the blood of the earth poisoned me... When I was banished... My fear of the Capricorn... My very health declining from dehydration... When we were kidnapped by the Agency... As well, as all this time, I feel like I deceived and lied to everyone I loved..."
"Oh baby..." Adam put his hand on Merrick's arm.
"I just... I ignored looking at the bright side of things, so my heart just felt so heavy and clouded. Like you humans say, I didn't look for the 'Silver-Lining' because I was too busy trying to keep myself together after all that's happened."
"So... What did your Mom do exactly?"
Merrick smiled as he rubbed his own arm, "She reminded me all of the good things I have going for me..." He chuckled, "Or rather, she infused her aura into mine, and gave new life to my memories like a sunrise. Like..." He gestured again, "When we broke up, and I was lost in the oil spill, you came for me..." A tear rolled from Merrick's eye, without him showing any indication of crying or sobbing - just a sparkling drop coming down, "I broke your heart as well as mine, and you saved me, and you never left my side, even though I said every word to hurt you..."
"I love you Merrick..." Adam wiped the tear off of Merrick's cheek, "Even before I knew about the Red Moon stuff, I'm always going to come for you..."
"I know... And I didn't bother to remember that until my Mother showed me..." He smiled, "Another large pain was when I was exiled... Adam, I lost everything in one night... My Father thought I would straighten up and reform if he brought my trail to question, but I ended up leaving... When all was said and done, I still had one place where I was welcome, I... You, Jamal, Yuri... You all were my net when I fell..."
"That's..." Adam chuckled weakly, "That's what we do, babe... We stick together..." He's really not sure what to say while Merrick processes this.
"And then, heh..." Merrick continued, "You know about my health, and the Capricorn scare... It just seems silly now... Me being terrified of the ocean because I was afraid the Capricorn was going to kill me."
"There's no way you could've known that." Adam shook his head.
"Yeah, but... Eheheh, the Coshiton Triton himself had to come to me to tell me to stop being a wuss-"
"Merrick," Adam lightly punched Merrick's arm, "You're doing it again, and you know it. You had the option of staying on land longer, while the other Coshitons have always been in the ocean. You had nothing else to go on."